She has a touch of innocence in her
The kind you don't see quite often
In this world full of pretense
She's the only thing that is true
The troubles she has been through
Just to build these high walls around her
So instead of me crashing down on her
I'm here, to help her reinforce this barrier
Make it more comfortable
Give it more strength
Accompany her whenever she ever feels out of place
But allowing her to feel secure
Considering my heart will also break
If she ever put her heart at stake
I'd like to take her away
But being inside this fort
Is also the safest I can be
Jul 22, 2023
Jul 22, 2023 at 1:38 PM UTC
She said, "You're safe with me",
and I replied, "As I should be."
I abandoned my armor,
have furloughed my sorrow
Thinking maybe, "this is it."
I kept stealing glimpses of you
Your eyes were glimmering of intense allurement
While your lips turn into a waxing crescent.
Deflected all of my contradictions,
Turning you as my self-acclaimed addiction
I then went to war against my heart,
Almost bled to death too bad it's not my time yet
As I navigate through the fogginess of my mind
I realized that it's the darkness that kills the blind
I left it all out in the dark
And now we're left again to find a new spark
May 1, 2023
May 1, 2023 at 1:03 PM UTC
My little umbrella
You kept me dry from the rain
But you don't how much I adore them
My little umbrella
You kept me shaded from the sun
But you don't know how much I enjoy the burn
My little umbrella
You got tired of waiting for me
But you don't know how much I was uncovering too
My little umbrella
You went away when the night came
But you don't know how much I love your presence
My little umbrella
You're never coming back, aren't you?
But I never got the chance to tell you how much I feel for you
My little umbrella
You were all the things that I was looking for
But I'm sorry if I couldn't see through
Mar 28, 2023
Mar 28, 2023 at 12:07 PM UTC
As I stare to the unascertained
Your face, still tainted on my brain
With the music you've left
Made wretchedness out of the Astaire
Repressed by all the madness
Crippled to take a step to have this dance
This new-found glory
Made us just all weary
They all shouted my name with honor
Synonymously with hatred
And as I have said, I've tried
They took a deep breath, and deflated with a roaring sigh
What is intention without emotion?
A self-fulfilling satisfaction?
A denial of ones true purpose?
Could be just another deception
A beautiful performance
A pretentious guilt
I was never a dancer
But you've always been a believer
I did all this just to save you from the fall
Mar 15, 2023
Mar 15, 2023 at 11:55 AM UTC
The light has become dimmer
It feels like it's going away
No. It's going far away.
Away from all the noise
From the dark,
looking for another spark
because this light is smart,
it won't be consumed by nonsense
You're a fool to fall for it's likeness--
It strives beyond darkness
The warmth it omits
will only be given if it permits
I was lucky to have touched
Its ultraviolet C rays
It burned for a while
but the pain was pleasing
Until I felt nothing
because it's gone.
Maybe, the light is pessimistic?
It has its own flaws.
or rather,
damaged from it's own thoughts
Could be from the past?
from other bodies?
It hides a void that has amassed.
Feb 7, 2023
Feb 7, 2023 at 9:58 AM UTC
I wasn't looking,
The doors were closed,
The windows were latched,
Everything was cinched by a belt
But still,
You came in
Slipping through the cracks of my heart
Binding my soul—
With all that you are,
With all that I'm not.
Making me feel that I'm whole again
Dec 12, 2022
Dec 12, 2022 at 5:43 AM UTC
You are authentic
and classical
You disguised your emotions in symphony
Hoping maybe someone can hear it;
I do.
However, I'm startled
As my frequency tend to be deranged
I'm afraid that I may damage your tune—
you may end up abandoning me so soon
And leaving my hymn in the blues.
Your voice will always resonate with me
Almost like an opera that's also in acapella
A peculiar interpretation,
These feelings are just demented.
Moonstrucked by your lullabies,
The way you orchestrate my senses
It makes my heart flutter, I despise it.
Dec 6, 2022
Dec 6, 2022 at 12:50 PM UTC
In amidst of my own chaos
A beacon of hope came to light
Too bright that it hurts to look at,
Too hollow to know what it feels like
But, there's this warmth that succumbs my heart
Inch by inch, the feeling feels akin
You make me feel alive and dead at the same time
Maybe tomorrow is another day to try
Nov 30, 2022
Nov 30, 2022 at 2:44 AM UTC
You are an untold story. A myth.
A creature that could've existed.
A lot of people tried,
A lot of men pursued
No one came close—
In discovering you.
Nov 13, 2022
Nov 13, 2022 at 9:19 AM UTC
My love is ominous
You never know,
But it's always there
I am
And forever will be
Loving you
In your deepest
And darkest hours.
Im like the moon
Who creeps out
Just to see your lips
Turn into a crest.
The crisp of your bear naked skin
Is glinting like a spectrum of colors
How can one
Render such beauty
In a world full of messy
Mar 10, 2020
Mar 10, 2020 at 2:50 PM UTC