Sorry. I fell back into
decay.
All silence hides its meaning
Words would fail,
If you knew them.
Your hand will slip from mine.
Boredom will excuse you.
As will I.
Under sapped skies
I watched them leave,
Each more precious than
The last.
I'm never going back.
They made their peace
By lying through their teeth.
Roses in the hospital,
Promises only last so long.
Jun 3, 2017
Jun 3, 2017 at 9:51 PM UTC
There is another world
Found in sleep
Buried
A godless avenue
Beyond temptation.
Conjured past,
A loveless future
Stalking dread.
It's logic undefined
Your soft chaos sings to me.
Every hereafter
A new world.
Take refuge in the nightmares
Don't let me wake up.
May 29, 2017
May 29, 2017 at 10:33 AM UTC
The life I knew
Was no great wonder
No endless sunsets,
No dreams made flesh.
No great plans
Newborns. Sweet infants
Or expectations.
I was just a rotten
Soul
lost to dark banks
Night skies.
Raw young kisses
Idiot lust
With no tomorrow.
It wasn't much.
Just enough to miss.
May 23, 2017
May 23, 2017 at 11:12 PM UTC
it goes
nowhere
this anger with no .
Compass.
So it sinks
into my gut.
Never digested,
Just a festering pain
Stored with
all the rest.
Cut into tributaries
Crimson with purpose.
The streams
they burn and flow.
May 16, 2017
May 16, 2017 at 5:37 PM UTC
This bed is like a coffin
With a burial each night.
I could tell you where
it all went wrong
But it wouldn't make it right.
I'm never worth
Remembering
You each showed me that.
With your pretentious self obsession
Words that always fell flat.
Each day is long and empty.
I cannot find my way,
So forgive me
Graciously
While I slowly fade away.
May 8, 2017
May 8, 2017 at 9:03 AM UTC
You see love.
You see kindness.
A version distorted
Through wondrous eyes.
Is it false representation
Or a temporary form?
What you see
won't keep you warm.
Keep looking and you will see,
The ugly horror inside me.
Apr 10, 2017
Apr 10, 2017 at 10:59 AM UTC
through streets like open sores
I'm here.
hissing chatter
Invading my skull,
creeps down my spine.
pressure building.
it's all in your head.
You are the only one here,
feeling like this.
I'm outside, standing in the street —
Sun on tired eyes.
worms pushing
under my skin.
9am.
the doors are open.
Your appointment,
try not to cry.
But they don't understand,
you look human.
"Don't you want to work?"
"What do you enjoy doing?"
no. good.
let me bite my ****** misery
and pour it
down
your throat.
Apr 7, 2017
Apr 7, 2017 at 10:25 AM UTC
A fraction of joy,
think of me
As if
there were something to miss.
Bury flowers in my heart
So beauty
could take hold.
I remember
the look on your face —
So serious.
As if some treacherous
harm,
Were inflicted.
Let me wish
For no more,
As wishes
Are the death of
Rational thought.
Apr 5, 2017
Apr 5, 2017 at 6:35 PM UTC
I hope Death is like the sea,
Vast, endless.
So I can float on
Raging waves.
No land in sight,
Just
Magnificent,
Infinite
glory.
And we are
Never afraid.
Mar 31, 2017
Mar 31, 2017 at 5:19 PM UTC
the steps I took
to hide myself, in caves
in darkest woods.
Here lies the long forgotten
Wolf.
Mar 30, 2017
Mar 30, 2017 at 7:03 PM UTC