As I fade off to sleep
Emotions fill my mind
And now my dreams begin to creep
As I fade off to sleep
I get to escape, and feel blind
Instead of weap
I feel my body fall deep
To a place to ponder
But not to keep
Ideas come in a big heap
Some I may not remember
But some I may keep
As I fade off to sleep
Reality seems to blur
As I awake with a beep
As I fade off to sleep
I want to stay
But nothing is forever
So now I must wait for my dreams to creep
Jun 5, 2014
Jun 5, 2014 at 5:28 PM UTC
She always had a smile
But it was bottling up a lie
No one knew the truth
She was always hidden
Behind a wall of pain
No one knew her heart still ached
Not only did her heart hurt, but her soul ached
Society never knew about her plastic smile
Everday her eyes filled with pain
She was offered help, but decided to stay concealed behind her lie
The key to her heart was hidden
Although she was eager for everyone to know the truth
Did she really know the truth?
This little girl’s sanity ached
Her shattered tears lay hidden
But everyday for show, she put on a smile
On her shoulder, she felt the weight of her lie
All she had known in life was pain
What is pain?
To her it was the truth
So badly she wanted it to be a lie
Her eyes ached
As little tears streamed down her face, hitting her fake smile
She kept herself hidden
She kept her scars hidden
Everything that dripped from her own personal canvas was known as pain
As she did this she kept a smile
She pretended to not know the truth
For some reason her body ached
Everything seemed like a lie
This little girl is a lie
Everyday she stays hidden
She watched as the paint dripped, and her body ached
She was the definition of pain
No one will ever know the truth
For she will keep showing off that plastic smile
Jun 5, 2014
Jun 5, 2014 at 5:19 PM UTC
Love is just this word that is thrown around without meaning.
It can be said and then taken back within seconds.
Like feelings don't even matter,
Like my heart doesn't even matter.
Don't say you love me,
Thats all just a lie.
Its a phrase that we act out until this "love" is dead.
But truth is, our love was never alive.
May 29, 2014
May 29, 2014 at 6:25 PM UTC
A place to escape from reality,
where all my problems vanish,
in just one blink of an eye.
I am gone,
in my own little world,
where no one can harm me,
where I'm safe and sound.
I feel the warmth of my thoughts,
it holds me and wraps me up like a blanket.
My life feels secure,
I have no worries,
I am finally at peace.
May 29, 2014
May 29, 2014 at 6:02 PM UTC
Why bother walking up to me with your fake plastic smile?
I know you could care less about me,
So why pretend to be nice?
I don’t care,
You don’t care,
Nobody cares.
May 29, 2014
May 29, 2014 at 4:22 PM UTC
It sits there and waits for me
I feel it’s heavy breath on the back of my neck
I listen in fear to its harsh whisper
I get chills down my spine
I can hear my heartbeat
It’s pounding out of my chest
I know it’s waiting
Blood rushes to my head
I get dizzy
Everything is a blurr
I am overwhelmed with a knot of anxiety twisting around in my stomach
I freeze
I feel its mysterious eyes stare through me and examine my guilty soul
Looking deep within
All I hear is a snap,
And everything goes black….
May 29, 2014
May 29, 2014 at 4:03 PM UTC
She paints a pretty picture
Her favorite color is red
The brush is constantly busy
She paints for hours in her desolate room
So secluded from reality
It drips
Too much paint causes damage to the canvas
This canvas has become a mess
It cannot be fixed
But still she won’t stop
So badly she wants help
She cannot stop painting
Addiction
Paint is everywhere
But it is now mixed with tears
She ruined something so fragile and beautiful
This painting has a twist
Her eyes are swollen
Her tears sting
Too much red
Fragile
Beautiful
Forgotten
Broken
Too much painting
Too much red
May 29, 2014
May 29, 2014 at 3:56 PM UTC