Pushing with all the strength I can render
Against the love and acceptance holding me up
Wanting so desperately to fall apart
Fighting so hard go hold it together.
Jun 19, 2022
Jun 19, 2022 at 7:55 PM UTC
Hello
Have you ever
Fallen out of
Love?
Have you, too,
Had to
Remind yourself
That you're
Alive?
Teach yourself to
See you
Again?
Train yourself to
See you first?
Please
Send help
May 23, 2022
May 23, 2022 at 1:48 AM UTC
Falling back into
Greeting myself
Each sunrise brings
Expectations
Each sunset
Failures
May 23, 2022
May 23, 2022 at 1:46 AM UTC
A face that has felt assult.
Arms that have shaken from past trauma.
Between the legs hides fear of being sexually assaulted.
Again.
The eyes dance at night with dreams that remind the body that she is not her own.
Bruises healed on each leg from the tears that he shed promising he would be better.
Ears burning from every apology that girl uttered before continuing to take what she wanted.
"You're so ******* ****
Why does it feel like my body is working against me.
A spoiled carcass that I drag along with me, politely accepting every compliment and bending this body to please others because that's what I've been shown I'm good for.
So check out my **** huh?
Pretty ******* ****
Oct 17, 2021
Oct 17, 2021 at 9:40 PM UTC
Drives home from work
2:30 AM
Thoughts of chocolate
And police cars
And rest
Oct 2, 2020
Oct 2, 2020 at 5:38 AM UTC
It seems
These days
I fill my time
With as much
M I N D L E S S N E S S
As I
Possibly
Can
May 24, 2020
May 24, 2020 at 11:28 PM UTC
Remeber
When we were younger
And the only thing on our mind
Was getting enough time
In a day
May 24, 2020
May 24, 2020 at 11:26 PM UTC