cigarette smoke was everywhere
ping pong ***** flying over and under
every time you turn the corner, shots are happening
beer is spilling and so is the liquor
so are your words
you were wasted by how you slurred your words
it was so easily to fall in love with you, while you inhaled that cigarette that was mine
and how to sipped your drink
then the girl came over and sat right on you and started sticking her tongue down your throat
after that i never saw you that night of the party
Dec 27, 2013
Dec 27, 2013 at 1:58 AM UTC
age to me is just a silly number
its just another stupid number that identifies you
but then when met you, everything changed
your mother hated the fact we were together
my mother considered you as a son
till this day, age still doesn't matter
to either of us.
Dec 27, 2013
Dec 27, 2013 at 1:45 AM UTC
i cant even believe you anymore
i cant trust anyone anymore
or even look at anyone the same
i cant move on
and ive tried, but everyone's just ******** now a days
but all the memories go threw my head all day and i cant stop it anymore
its become a habit
and i cant stop now
Nov 17, 2013
Nov 17, 2013 at 7:18 PM UTC
i hate the memories
because i hate crying
and i break my promise every **** day to try and be happy for once
but nothing ever works for me
love is a piece of ****
Nov 13, 2013
Nov 13, 2013 at 3:29 PM UTC
i try.
i try everyday to get up in the morning and feel good about myself
and tell myself that im happy and that im okay with this.
then i realize that im not okay, or happy, or anything anymore.
you destroyed me.
i remember the memories
the feelings we had for eachother
the way you would touch me.
it was so delicate, and precious.
i wake up every morning telling myself that i cant do this anymore and that i'll never be okay with this
Nov 11, 2013
Nov 11, 2013 at 11:37 AM UTC
i want to love you
and be yours
but i know i cant and we wouldn't,
which makes my whole world spin.
i cant live without you.
i sit in my bed and just think about everything that
you said,
did,
touched,
loved me.
it hurts to know that you lied about it all.
it hurts to see that you've already moved on,
which doesnt make anything better anymore.
now i just sit here, dreaming about you
and waiting for you to be here for me.
but i know you never will
Nov 10, 2013
Nov 10, 2013 at 11:15 PM UTC
im dangerous
im a human being who's mind is everywhere
i dont think straight
i think of the most craziest things
im a reckless teenager that never wants to grow up
Nov 10, 2013
Nov 10, 2013 at 7:25 PM UTC
smoking becomes a habit
drinking becomes a routine
painting becomes a thing
photography becomes a job
and everything else becomes nothing.
Nov 10, 2013
Nov 10, 2013 at 4:34 PM UTC
everything is now starting to becoming a habit.
going to bed late
smoking more
eating less
drinking more
thinking more
feeling less
painting and drawing more
its made me more crazy
its starting to make me a different person than who i used to be
Nov 8, 2013
Nov 8, 2013 at 10:42 PM UTC
you say you want help but you dont
you never answer.
you never respond.
you left me hanging all along.
you said you'd be there
you said you'd always love me no matter what
but thats a **** lie
you never will help me
you never will be here
and you never will love me.
you'll be loving the girl who ****** you over
and i still dont see you loving us both.
Nov 8, 2013
Nov 8, 2013 at 9:36 PM UTC