We are dust in dust, swimming
through time and existence
We remain when the bird dies
when the darkness conquers
when the silence reigns
Eternally moving, cursed
to remain, if nothing else.
We reach further into our home
here we lurk, here we live
here within the shadows
here within your minds
Here in the Nothing
awaiting, expecting
reaching further and further
until you let us out
and then we are shrieking
and destroying, and evolving
until you are Nothing
until we are all.
May 25, 2017
May 25, 2017 at 3:45 PM UTC
I wish the ocean
took me away
washed me off shore
pushed me astray
I own a sea
of pure regret
things I wish
I could just forget
I am oceanic
dark and danger
you're floating
and just a stranger
I'm underwater
and high upstream
slowly disappearing
a silent scream
I will always be
out of reach
sinking, leaving
my empty beach
m.s
May 23, 2017
May 23, 2017 at 1:25 PM UTC
I will forever regret
every door left unopened
every letter left unsent
every word left unspoken
every love, I didn't care
I will forever regret
things I never did
things I never saw
things I never thought
things, I didn't save
But never will I regret
loving you
even if it hurts
even if it breaks
even if you left
I will forever regret
everything
I left behind
except you.
m.s
May 22, 2017
May 22, 2017 at 12:45 PM UTC
I will forever regret
every door left unopened
every letter left unsent
every word left unspoken
every love, I didn't care
I will forever regret
things I never did
things I never saw
things I never thought
things, I didn't save
But never will I regret
loving you
even if it hurts
even if it breaks
even if you left
I will forever regret
everything
I left behind
except you.
May 22, 2017
May 22, 2017 at 12:45 PM UTC
We were waves
traveling in a rope
tied so tightly,
so tense
Our centrifugal force
was imaginary
it only existed
when we were
in the same focal point
When our world
began spinning
we tried holding on
there was nothing
We had
a moment
and then it was gone
like waves
on a tightly tied
rope.
May 3, 2017
May 3, 2017 at 3:28 PM UTC
I didn't need you.
Then why did I urge myself to do so?
Why did I indulge in the stupidity?
Why did my eyes dart back to you?
You might as well could **** me
It would leave me in less pain
Than seeing you leave
With someone who wasn't me
With someone who didn't want you.
With someone who didn't need you.
But I didn't need you either.
Then why do I feel so empty inside?
Dec 19, 2016
Dec 19, 2016 at 4:17 AM UTC
I begged silently for something
I couldn't even touch
And though you always offered
Your burning hands
I still felt nothing, just the cold,
Empty,
Solitary touch
Of hands that would never embrace me
The way they could.
Dec 19, 2016
Dec 19, 2016 at 4:13 AM UTC
Maybe it was the fact that you laughed
Even at the most stupid things
Or the way you made your problems seem unimportant
Though the pain was inevitable
Maybe it was the way you smiled at everyone
But only cried in front of a select few
And maybe it was the fact that you treated me like I existed
Though I was but a speck of galaxy.
But I found myself falling for you
Even though I knew from the beginning
That you weren't mine
And you would never catch me
And I would forever fall
In love
With you
Dec 19, 2016
Dec 19, 2016 at 4:08 AM UTC