Written letters are left in the world of being done.
They leave a strange sinking in your stomach,
Like the one you get when your shirt grabs hold of
The edge of a chair
And pulls you back to the second before you rushed off.
They don’t go softly,
Like the biggest snowstorm of your life melting away.
They wrinkle out the page they're printed on,
Like leaving your favorite shirt under your bed for a while:
It’s covered in waves.
But then the fabric like the sea
Turns into fabric like the sky
Because your body stretched the color out.
And you hate the sky because it’s too big
But the sea was fine because it was limited
And you don’t know where the sky ends
And it’s scary.
Then you think
Maybe the wrinkles weren't so bad
Because the shirt really was the sea with tides
But it’s already turned into the sky:
Stained with clouds
And what’s done is done
And you hate it.
The clouds staining the sky
Look like the guard rail scrapes
That ruined the car your cousin crashed
When he was seventeen.
The striped scars on his back looked like the tiger’s:
The one that eluded his imaginary rifle,
Which he used to lug through his backyard jungle
As a child.
And when he turned into prey,
He hunted himself.
Feb 26, 2014
Feb 26, 2014 at 11:24 AM UTC
A day without my mother
Would begin at noon,
As she wouldn’t be there
To nag or drag me out of bed any earlier.
A day without my mother
Would feed me 1 piece of toast
With 1 chunk of butter
Or cinnamon toast crunch
Or both, for that matter.
A day without my mother
Would send lonely texts to no one saying,
“Heading home,” or
“Do we need milk?” or
“There’s a really good song on the radio
so I’m gonna take a couple spins around the block until it’s over.
Don’t panic if I’m not home at exactly 6:27.”
A day without my mother would hardly be worth jotting down at all.
Feb 26, 2014
Feb 26, 2014 at 11:22 AM UTC
Sail away
My own captain
And dream of the seven
You have yet to touch
Let the salt
Fill your lungs
And the depth
Bring you down
As darkness
Encompasses you
And steals
Away your breath
Your thoughts
Upon the waves
Churn your stomach
Making you ill
Oct 31, 2013
Oct 31, 2013 at 5:47 PM UTC
The moon rises,
In time with a sunken ship
Out of the depths,
For its nightly voyage.
As this titanic vessel
Stirs the tranquil waters of the dark,
The crescent above guards it
From the inevitable light to come.
And as time spirals back to day
The sun lurks unto the sea,
Recoloring the waves
From the night's black to day's blue-green,
The celestial orb of night
Slows its chase of the boat
Whose nighttime travel
Quiets to drop anchor,
Forever blanketed
By sundown.
Forever led by the moon.
Feb 8, 2013
Feb 8, 2013 at 10:00 AM UTC
There's no one telling you
Where to go
Or what to do
Or who to be.
Sounds lovely,
Really.
But that's not the full truth
There's always cons.
You can't count on anything
If there aren't any rules.
You can't count on rocks being solid
Or gravity being ever present.
You will never know
What's to happen next
Or after that
Or before you even came here.
No one's given you guidelines
You receive no help
Totally alone
And lost
Oct 21, 2012
Oct 21, 2012 at 12:54 AM UTC
Today you wake up
And something is different
Something is more different than all the different in every other day you wake up,
and feel different.
Something is almost
Wrong.
You reach your hand over to feel her skin
Yet you only feel the covers
Odd.
She's making breakfast
You think to yourself
You hope
You flip your feet over the side of the bed
and feel around for your slippers,
Missing.
You ***** around for your glasses,
Gone.
With blurred vision and wobbly steps
You make your way down the steps
The kitchen is a wreck
No trace of the girl.
This is how you lose her.
Oct 8, 2012
Oct 8, 2012 at 11:17 PM UTC
Riddle me this,
Riddle me that
How the world can move forward
But you stay back.
Frozen in time
With chills
Down your spine
The edges become
Ripped, wrinkled
Unkind
Monsters jab from behind you
And flooding waters rush towards your front
You've been left with no protection
In a world that is so blunt
And still you're glued
To that night
In the hospital where he
Lay
And you screamed you lashed
You scrambled and wept
You pushed the death away
Your eyes had dried
And yet your heart
Still feels broken through the core
You'll never get over this death
I fear
Forevermore.
Sep 10, 2012
Sep 10, 2012 at 10:04 AM UTC
Bluebells hanging down from their stems
No metal is there
But still you hear the ringing
May 21, 2012
May 21, 2012 at 12:11 PM UTC
Brushing by a jasmine bush
Its branch leaving a scratch on my arm
But its petals, a wonderful fragrance in my memory.
May 21, 2012
May 21, 2012 at 12:11 PM UTC
The big blue
Step on something sharp
A mystery of what is below
May 21, 2012
May 21, 2012 at 12:11 PM UTC
