i am deleting
every word
i wrote against your skin
until you forget
i even wrote to you at all
Jun 4, 2018
Jun 4, 2018 at 1:27 PM UTC
i am afraid to lose
each petal of opportunity
i'd hate to remain unbloomed
Apr 22, 2018
Apr 22, 2018 at 10:56 PM UTC
i thought i stopped loving you the first time
but the thing is people kept coming and going
but no one has ever made me feel the way you made me feel
i keep reaching out to anyone who would take me
this empty shell of a person
with the hope they can fill my heart the way you could
but a part of me knows that the second i lost you
i would never be full again
Apr 22, 2018
Apr 22, 2018 at 10:51 PM UTC
shes got me coughing up flowers
again and again
and though i love them
and i keep every petal
i can not breathe
Mar 22, 2018
Mar 22, 2018 at 10:13 PM UTC
i have to stop falling in love with her
because every time she begins to fade away
i can feel my heart break more and more
and i want to move on but i'm afraid that she may want me back some day
so i have to stick around
because i want her to love me
i want the next time to be forever
i want to keep the barrier broken this time
even though i know
she will build it back up
until she becomes the piece of me that's in love with the past
Mar 22, 2018
Mar 22, 2018 at 10:10 PM UTC
my given name slipped out of his mouth for the last time
how sour it tasted
and man
did i want to spit it back at you
Mar 16, 2018
Mar 16, 2018 at 5:13 PM UTC
you will never know your toothbrush is a choking hazard
and that i still do things i said i stopped.
im sorry that you aren't let in my body
and that i won't let you crawl in me
and wear my skin
but you couldn't make it past my uvula
without me choking up self hatred.
so please to help yourself
let go
because im growing and shrinking
and my numbers will add up
and i will count down
until i hang from the peak of false confidence
with nothing left behind
but these notes
but these love letters to death himself.
something inside me has died dear friend and im ready to join it.
Mar 1, 2018
Mar 1, 2018 at 7:35 PM UTC
i'm ready to go home now
a real home
where i feel weightless
where i feel free
where my stomach doesn't hurt
and my bones don't ache
and i feel warm
and you are their to feel it with me
because you deserve a new skeleton star girl
Feb 12, 2018
Feb 12, 2018 at 11:07 PM UTC
i am a pixie
so do not miss me
when overnight
i fly away
i am a puzzle
with missing pieces
so do not cry
when the picture isn't perfect
i am a drifter
so when you see me
this is what you signed up for
without a contract
i am a nap
for a the insomniacs
what you need
but never lasts
Feb 12, 2018
Feb 12, 2018 at 12:57 PM UTC