She’s never quite left you. I can see it in your eyes. Ever since the second she took her last conscious breath and you left her to die. Not one second of the life you live will ever be truly happy again. Her beauty buried alive in your mind and you carry it like sin.
Oct 4, 2018
Oct 4, 2018 at 9:31 PM UTC
I speak energy... your soul tells me a story before you even look at me.
I’m a cry beast. I take on the pain of others to open wounds to feel heal, seal and gain insight.
Let it stir up my insides, cry about it, start a fight.
My tolerance is worn out by ignorance but I know anything that Erks me is apart on me. A reflection of a person I used to be.. a world so twisted people just want to use you then loose you.
I will stand alone until I know...we stand as ☝️
May 13, 2018
May 13, 2018 at 11:26 PM UTC
Breathing you, in hopes of filling the holes of past hurts untold and unknown to the eyes of a new lover.
Here I am dressed in every color eyes sparkling no make up to hide my expression as I play lightly on the surface. Fun is all you see. I charm I giggle and my claws start to creep for I feel starved for true affection. But I can only give what I have been given a book of pictures of what could be. Wounds so deep no ones diving in with me. I must brave up the courage to let you be so I can fix me and not send another running.
Mar 23, 2017
Mar 23, 2017 at 10:05 PM UTC
I rise to the beat of my own heart. My truth will be spoken even if my voice shakes. I will never bend or conform this inner bond. I am not just full, I am over flowing. I want to connect to be understood and be loved funny how I find this with strangers over loved ones. I will never be slave to your system of beliefs and I truly grasp your hate for me friend. Hate is love anyway so what's the use in getting all bent out of shape. Its just passion retracted and projected on a reflection of self.
Mar 15, 2017
Mar 15, 2017 at 11:58 PM UTC
Gone. Gone.
He is Gone. Been gone.
Gone.
For quite sometime.
Oct 31, 2016
Oct 31, 2016 at 10:25 PM UTC
Oh how I miss my green eyes.
my green eyes.
That saw me so fine.
How shinny I shine in your greeneyes.
Fire burn so bright in, greeneyes.
Shake me up. Rattle my insides.
Make be remember where my passion is.
Forever I feel all of you as mine
All of you. All the time.
Had me loosing my mind
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You spoke words I never heard.
cut me to the core: had me always wanting more.
I put my self in the best place to be used and push away but I swayed so I guess it has to be this way.
Hearts became one that day, you know. You felt what words can never display with what we felt beyond touch. It melts me awake each and every day. I love you to the change in me this way. Fire is lite my lovin..
Oct 22, 2016
Oct 22, 2016 at 12:58 AM UTC
Sometimes a lesson replays to allow us to gain what we missed for the millionth time we decided to remain in that perspective that drove us insane again and again with him on the brain. All though my thoughts are conveyed some other way from what he would say. I feel it all. Energy doesn't always just go away. I see you with all senses without you in sight. I hear all that your lips feared to speak. My force of fate landed on your plate but your palent just couldnt take the taste that with never dissipate
Oct 15, 2016
Oct 15, 2016 at 9:56 PM UTC
It can be quick or slow
But Onion Peels got me ready to flow.
I write to read what emotion I live in my path. Who I am. whats been acomplised. It's all just perseption you know.
I a free moving soul. Dancing on a 70 degress breeze, moving through galexies. While my feet sink deeply into roots. I am all of this on my own two feet you are just as I living your peace. Love and hate swirling to mate. But can never be one. So they create friction that sparks dust fate. We are but star dust seeking its source. Forever living in cycles of form because our minds can't concieve being al(l)one.
Sep 18, 2016
Sep 18, 2016 at 8:27 PM UTC
Truth is they haven't got a chance. So why play the game. My heart sealed the day it sang from kiss filled lips. Now left with the pain, the desire drove me insane and back again. But never have I felt so full and alive. We started this ride that seems to have no end living in the fear of lies at the drops. Highs got us feeling on top we need no physical human interaction. Our love goes beyond what our minds comprehend leading back to the fear of what we don't know. Feeling the need to hide so no one knows how vulnerable we are in our divinity. But we have much to learn for all that we are is our strength, beating in our chest and once we find whats right we will be off this ride and on to the next..
Sep 18, 2016
Sep 18, 2016 at 10:05 AM UTC