i think every little girl wakes up one day,
and realizes she’s a bit different.
her hair, her nose, her skin.
i think every little girl wakes up,
and realizes nobody holds the door open,
nobody follows her around on the playground or picks her to be in a small group.
i think every little girl grows up,
and realizes she’d rather be alone anyway,
she should start believing that now.
Jun 24, 2025
Jun 24, 2025 at 12:00 AM UTC
Oh how I crave the innocence of wide eyes
They search around for good things, Holy things
Oh how I crave the innocence of laughing at oneself
So loud and joyful, a full and holy melody
Oh how I crave to protect the innocence of these wide eyes and laughing songs
Innocence, holy and good
Aug 15, 2024
Aug 15, 2024 at 3:21 PM UTC
Sometimes I’d rather close my eyes and enjoy the ride
Other times I’d rather fight to be in the drivers seat
Both are overwhelmingly apart of who I am
But when the scale tips, who will win?
This is height vs width
Fight vs flight
Nature vs nurture
Ying vs Yang
Two in the same
The most vile form of pain
To be pulled by all for limbs at the same time
That’s pain
Pain that I would like to lay down
So I will do just that
Handing you the keys, closing the door on my way out
Watching the car move down the street as I wave
I think that’s what I’ll do
Jul 20, 2022
Jul 20, 2022 at 12:12 AM UTC
oh the freedom in being
the happiness that unfolds
I release it all
I release the tightness in my hands
I release the tension in my jaw
I release the breath I’ve been choking back
I release it all
oh the joy in being
the relief that follows
I release it all
I release the creases in my face
I release the tears in the trenches of my soul
I release the smile I’ve been punishing
oh to be
to breathe
to stretch
to smile
oh to simply be
Apr 1, 2022
Apr 1, 2022 at 12:14 AM UTC
I don’t know what to name it
It’s such a beautiful emotion
Provoking my heart to race against itself
Fooling my eyes
I can’t comprehend it’s weightlessness
It’s almost too freeing
My breath leaves me
My palms sink into the earth, it’s perfect
Everything is perfect
There is hope here
There is life here
It’s an indescribable emotion
Oct 11, 2021
Oct 11, 2021 at 11:17 AM UTC
A life of constantly fighting off grief
This life of longing
My life is reaching, stretching, sprinting for more
But what is more? It’s aimless, emptiness
It’s this life of mine, longing, grieving, longing
This is a life of longing
Oct 10, 2021
Oct 10, 2021 at 10:26 PM UTC
what a life it is to live
the desire of fierce solitude
the desire of a human touch
fighting for a place among you
to convince you
you are lonely
but you are not alone
Jul 13, 2021
Jul 13, 2021 at 11:24 PM UTC
it’s quiet
your back is in the grass
hands playing with the blades
the sky above you
the wind dances
your eyes are closed
everything is slow
breathing so slow
there’s nothing else
no heavy heart
no overworked mind
no empty feelings
its quiet
and there’s nothing else
Jul 13, 2021
Jul 13, 2021 at 11:19 PM UTC
there is quite a bit of anger in knowing that I am second
in every relationship, every friendship
i win second place, every single time
is it anger or embarrassment? a mix
anger from the moment my eyes can recognize the loosen feelings in yours
embarrassment from the realization that our eyes have connected
this sick game, the only one I seem to lose
first, a place I would never come to know
second, a place I would never come to leave
May 23, 2021
May 23, 2021 at 12:27 AM UTC
my soul aches to meet you
maybe in passing, a small moment of connection
my soul aches to meet you
when we are both ready, that’s when we’ll meet
all of our edges smoothed over, renewed
that’s when my soul will meet yours
May 1, 2021
May 1, 2021 at 9:30 AM UTC