I stay up waiting for the day that I never wake up
Hoping that I just open up my eyes and see The Lord standing right in front of my eyes but who knows when that day will come I just
So I just wander
Looking for a path I got good intentions man I swear I do
Some people just won't understand the things I do
So I pray God help me find the way...
This long cold road and I always stray away just young that's tryna get paid
Lord I notice you've gifted me with the ability to see the things that the blind can't see
For the blinds ones see the wrong things and they don't see the good in me and when I do sin they all on me
So lord forgive me I ain't perfect but I think this aint worth it no mo...
Why the poor man struggle the white man can't stay humble the black man can't stay outta trouble
It just ain't worth it to me...
Why can't the blind man just see
Lord you shouldn't have blessed me to see
Because I always deceive
The things that me the most to me
For I am simple man not tryna play with no gun in my hand but I'm possessed by some demons that always got me scheme'in....
So God send Jesus to me I wanna believe again that soon one day I will live with no sin
that the blind will see
And I will be free.......
Sep 27, 2013
Sep 27, 2013 at 2:13 AM UTC
You honestly have no idea who the fuck I am and you don’t know a thing about me and probably never will
I will never open up to you
May 7, 2013
May 7, 2013 at 12:36 AM UTC
Effort:
“an earnest or strenuous attempt”
I put alot of effort into things…
I put effort into school, relationships,family,sports, and more… It’s gets STRENUOUS!
But I keep pushing because I know sooner or later I will reach my goal and sooner or later there will be some to carry this load with me
She may not be perfect but she’ll be perfect for me…
My Effort has been challenged more then once it’s been challenged often actually but I can’t quit there’s ppl that depend on me
Like my lil brother he looks up to me he needs me he needs someone to set him example or he would mess his life up
Me I have father he isn’t the greatest but hell tell me the truth sometimes it’ll hurt but I needa hear it…
He didn’t have the best father figure but to be where he is right now is amazing he could’ve fell into terrible things…
I promise ill be better then him i have the EFFORT to handle that…
School is starting to wear me down but I can’t give in I have to struggle to get these grades I can’t give in or ill fail i don’t wanna be a failure i wanna be far from that I have goals that are bigger then ****** dreams!
That’s why I call myself i_dreambigg
Because no one dreams bigger then me but I’m different imma make a dream a reality !
Best believe that !
I never hold something against somebody ill always forgive
You could **** me over a billion times ill still come through for you cause im that guy
Ill treat those how I want to be treated…
May 2, 2013
May 2, 2013 at 1:11 AM UTC
Trying
Why should I try?
When all it does is lead to lies!
And then later I just cry
I want it to stop
So I can chill with my pops
Maybe he'll stop kicking rocks
And moms will put down the pills
Then my brother will be a chill
Cause trying is hard and loving is harder
And trying to love someone who doesn't love you will leave you ill
Wanting to take pills
Because u cannot chill
So u start kicking rocks lik ur pops
Oh Boy don't you want it to stop
But just lay there and cry
Because that person lied
Mar 12, 2013
Mar 12, 2013 at 1:13 AM UTC
Yeah I love you but u take advantage of me u take all of my love for granted like im nuthin to yah...
It hurts hits me straight in the heart but I shrug it off likes its nuthin cause imma soldier I gotta be this world would eat me up i had to grow up fast where came from the streets is tough boy
Words from grandpa
U never kno what's out there for u never kno what's in store
I used to wear my heart on my sleeve so I went n bought a jacket so these ****** can't hurt me...
I just wonder why the love of my life does it to I hand her the gun n she basically shoots me in the back but Ill take the Bullet cause lik I said imma soldier !
Mar 10, 2013
Mar 10, 2013 at 11:05 PM UTC
I dream of the day I can see you smile with no pain hidden inside
I can't wait till I pull up to your 8 bed room mansion
If I could only have the chance to give back the same amount of love Back to you
We use to stay up late laughing about the struggles we've been through
I'm praying my wife has atleast one of your skills
Feb 24, 2013
Feb 24, 2013 at 8:23 PM UTC
Just let me adore you bae is it that hard
I just wanna hold you
Kiss you ill do anything to please you
I wanna spin you around and show everyone your beauty
When I look into your eyes it's like looking at the stars at night
I want you now and forever
Ion need no other dont you see your my one and only
Your looks are a distraction I get lost in your beauty
Your all I think about
I day dream about you all day
I strive for you....
My goal is you
Darling you shouldn't have to work a day in your life
Your body is my temple
I cherish your every touch
My weakness is you...
Feb 24, 2013
Feb 24, 2013 at 8:13 PM UTC
The greatest gift
you can give to someone
is your time
because when you give your tim
you're giving them a portion of life
that you never get back Ive given u so much time baby ;)
I know nothing last forever
and may be we wont always stay together But I am glad
every morning when I wake up
I still have you in my heart always and forever but
I'm sorry Sweetheart. .
But Sometimes,
I get jealous thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could
I guess its my insecurities acting up Because I know
I'm not the beautiful smartest or most fun and exciting.
But I do know that
No matter how long you look....you'll never find someone that loves you like I do.
BECAUSE
Being in a relationship
Its not about the labels or becoming official.
Its about getting to know someone well enough to GET a genuine feelings for them
Its about being understanding and forgiving when situations are at their worst.
Its about loving someone not for what they have to offer but who they are.
Its never about blaming your partner for not treating you like how you want to be treated
its about how hard they try to keep you around.. !
And baby I try so hard!
Nov 11, 2012
Nov 11, 2012 at 5:34 PM UTC
When I am without her the sun doesn’t shine as brightly.
When I am without her the clouds are dark
When I am without her the birds don’t sing as sweetly.
When I am without her the walls close in on me.
whispering her name sustains me.
But when I am with her she lifts me up.
When I am with her I have the strength to move mountains.
When I am with her I can withstand anything.
When I am with her her smile warms my very soul.
When I am with her the angels sing her name.
When I am with her I fall in love all over again.
Nov 11, 2012
Nov 11, 2012 at 5:33 PM UTC
You ever get a feeling where ur heart warms up
Butterflies are all overflowing inside of u
Everything slows down...
Then ur face just perks up
And you can't stop
Well that's how I felt today I could stop smiling
My mood couldn't be killed
All I wanted to is be next to you
Reina
I everytime I kissed you time slowed my heart beat skipped n my mind ran free with no limits
I had NO WORRIES
No Problems
No Fears
I could take on the world with you
and I would have no doubt in my mind we would win
The things u do to me are unreal I'm wrapped around ur finger
Girl ur my everything I love you just the you are ain't gotta change Nuthin?
U n mr are "Picture Perfect"
I love you baby
Stay true to you
Nov 11, 2012
Nov 11, 2012 at 5:31 PM UTC