I forget how much I’ve swallowed
Until it chokes me
Surprisingly in beautiful, innocent moments
When I expect to hear your voice
Instead I hear your gasping
And fall deep into my wondering
What was in your mind
When I was screaming my goodbye
And you were leaving
On a sailboat across the sea
While I stood crying on the shore
Sep 27, 2025
Sep 27, 2025 at 3:57 PM UTC
Feathers in the fullness
Of a wind through forest trees
Find a home when
They make a nest complete
My soul is changed
A rain drenched sheet of paper
And even under cloudless skies
I can't rewrite my chapters
But you, a brand new page
Reaching for the breeze
Ready to float with dazzled eyes
Give my story hope for an ending
That will let me rest one day
Where my mother rode the ripples
Off into the rhythm of the rain
That cycles through this world
never returns
but always remains.
Sep 27, 2025
Sep 27, 2025 at 3:55 PM UTC
I forget how much I've swallowed
Until it chokes me -
Surprisingly in beautiful, innocent moments
When I expect to hear your voice -
Instead I hear your gasping
And fall deep into my wondering -
What was in your mind
When I was screaming my goodbye
And you were leaving
On a sailboat across the sea?
I'm still standing on the shore, naive -
Surprised
to feel the wind rush down my throat
When I try to call your name.
After you left
It changed direction
But I’m still facing the same way.
Feb 20, 2025
Feb 20, 2025 at 11:03 AM UTC
I can hear your voices falling
Up the stairs
Like shadows from the living room
A song stuck in my head
That I can only hum.
When I’m older I’ll remember
Feeling warm and hearing
The music of your laughter
Muffled by the door
And I won’t know the details
But the stories, I’ll remember.
Feb 20, 2025
Feb 20, 2025 at 10:54 AM UTC
The Golden glow
is Melting blue into spills of
Lipstick and vacation
Falling behind the world
Nov 20, 2023
Nov 20, 2023 at 10:16 PM UTC
I wish I could be your tree
That you sit beneath and ask
questions
For guidance in your confusion
Clarity on windy days. My branches
Would brush together and shake out
Answers in the rustling between
My leaves
And you would go with answers
Into the sunshine
Nov 20, 2023
Nov 20, 2023 at 10:14 PM UTC
Beautiful days and sidewalks
crack a smile in the shadows
tree limb shelter from the sun
leaves me hallowed, hello
to the nothingness, pause the carousel
that's swinging around my temple, I've got
complicated thoughts, but
I'm thinking life is simple.
Single winds make many movements
like single bills make amusements
take a stroll through acoustics
and sit amid confusion.
I got rhythm in my dark red tubes that
beat, I'm on the street with my windows down
not hindered down, how
can I, not smile?
Sweet breeze
brings the sun
I go forward
until I get to where I came from.
I can't turn this piece of paper
back into a pine
so I might as well write on its lines.
I can't have been gone for too long.
Suddenly I'm hearing myself talk
on this beautiful day
staring at the sidewalk.
Sep 16, 2021
Sep 16, 2021 at 12:58 PM UTC
Look
Through the window
watching paintbrush skies
fade into a starlit night
moving over us
hurdling forward
carrying our suitcases of reflections
- worries, frustrations, relief.
Look
without seeing
Because I'm imagining a memory
- frightfully similar
to predicting the future.
Cornering the world,
I'm turning away
from paintbrush skies.
Look
back and forth between
my canvas and my muse
within and without my mind
Moving with broad strokes
that shrink into the detail
Never quite sure if I'm seeing
what's really ahead
or in my head.
Jul 15, 2021
Jul 15, 2021 at 11:00 AM UTC
I put away the dishes
hampering peace of mind
dancing between the counters
handling the quiet
tidying a mess
and unhiding fears
feeling each breath in my throat,
fighting back tears
I picture the most beautiful
and sad, image I've ever had
and wonder if heartache
only gets harder with age
At the arc of my day
Before things go back to different
I shutter in my memories
and put away the dishes
Jul 6, 2021
Jul 6, 2021 at 8:50 PM UTC
I am under no illusion
So include your delusions
In the things I love about you
I believe in mistakes
and redemption
When they are founded in love
and intention
I believe in exceptions
and exemptions
Because no one is perfect
Nov 2, 2018
Nov 2, 2018 at 9:51 PM UTC
