missblackraven - Hello Poetry

The same darkness The same tears The same mental torture They play an infinite They play the nightmares They play my fears The memories that need be forgotten The memories that haunt me till the end The memories that bring me back to darkness It destroys me It kills me It steals away my soul Until I am no more Until I give up hope Until I give into the night

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Jun 2, 2017

Jun 2, 2017 at 1:14 AM UTC

Broken records play

The same darkness The same tears The same mental torture They play an infinite They play the nightmares They play my fears The memories that need be forgotten The memories that haunt me till the end The memories that bring me back to darkness It destroys me It kills me It steals away my soul Until I am no more Until I give up hope Until I give into the night

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Thoughts running through my head Every single one of you Your smile is what brings light to my day Your kiss helps me to breathe You are what makes me wake from sleep You are my and always will be my everything And yet it seems things always get in the way Arguments and wrong decisions always find their way And there is no one to blame but me I pray that one day I will finally be perfect for you My only wish I wish to come true I make mistakes and am always wrong And you still love me. Things seem so hard now but they can only get better Or that's what I hope at least.

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Apr 17, 2017

Apr 17, 2017 at 12:42 AM UTC

Can I be perfect for you?

Thoughts running through my head Every single one of you Your smile is what brings light to my day Your kiss helps me to breathe You are what makes me wake from sleep You are my and always will be my everything And yet it seems things always get in the way Arguments and wrong decisions always find their way And there is no one to blame but me I pray that one day I will finally be perfect for you My only wish I wish to come true I make mistakes and am always wrong And you still love me. Things seem so hard now but they can only get better Or that's what I hope at least.

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its this feeling... a feeling like thousands of vibrations hitting my skin like a volcano ready to erupt... like its already erupted but it slower than usual... its not a stinging pain, but a warm one hot and strong, like the anger and sadness is making me it own like hot coals down my throat a heat radiating within... and just as quickly as the warmth is there it vanishes and leaves me with nothing but cold like the coldest snow on the mountains... like ice running across my skin... and it...it leaves me breathless... the stinging pain of cold, and the corruption of the heat, leaves me empty no happiness, no pain... nothing but the almost sensations of something something that could've been something that would've been and it wraps inside me through the inside out and it feels like you...

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Mar 10, 2016

Mar 10, 2016 at 1:15 PM UTC

almost something

its this feeling... a feeling like thousands of vibrations hitting my skin like a volcano ready to erupt... like its already erupted but it slower than usual... its not a stinging pain, but a warm one hot and strong, like the anger and sadness is making me it own like hot coals down my throat a heat radiating within... and just as quickly as the warmth is there it vanishes and leaves me with nothing but cold like the coldest snow on the mountains... like ice running across my skin... and it...it leaves me breathless... the stinging pain of cold, and the corruption of the heat, leaves me empty no happiness, no pain... nothing but the almost sensations of something something that could've been something that would've been and it wraps inside me through the inside out and it feels like you...

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like icy wind, your lips cold and pale blue… you arms wrap around me, trap me, in icy love words whispered words screamed all emotion vanishing your cold surrounds me your cold holds me until i am no more i am now cold too…

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Mar 4, 2016

Mar 4, 2016 at 10:01 AM UTC

Untitled

like icy wind, your lips cold and pale blue… you arms wrap around me, trap me, in icy love words whispered words screamed all emotion vanishing your cold surrounds me your cold holds me until i am no more i am now cold too…

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oh how you remind me of storms... like lightning you shine like thunder you cry and your soul, oh your sweet soul, like darkness engulfing the night sky... as I whisper... engulf me in your darkness too

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Sep 9, 2015

Sep 9, 2015 at 11:33 AM UTC

Storms

oh how you remind me of storms... like lightning you shine like thunder you cry and your soul, oh your sweet soul, like darkness engulfing the night sky... as I whisper... engulf me in your darkness too

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I'll whisper sweet nothings to you darling, You'll sing me songs written by the stars above, And in the end we can call it love

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Jul 28, 2015

Jul 28, 2015 at 11:39 PM UTC

Call it love

I'll whisper sweet nothings to you darling, You'll sing me songs written by the stars above, And in the end we can call it love

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it holds, consumes, takes over but in the end. it reminds me. I'm alive.

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Jun 30, 2015

Jun 30, 2015 at 1:07 PM UTC

Pain

it holds, consumes, takes over but in the end. it reminds me. I'm alive.

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Tattoos ran up and down her body... Beautiful pieces of artwork that she alone understood. For she, herself was like artwork... Seen by many and understood by one. Me.

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Jun 30, 2015

Jun 30, 2015 at 12:29 PM UTC

Like Art

Tattoos ran up and down her body... Beautiful pieces of artwork that she alone understood. For she, herself was like artwork... Seen by many and understood by one. Me.

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Today I jumped off a cliff And as I fell I could only think of what was to come Falling, I dove until I pierced the cold dark waters The bitter salt stinging my eyes as I try to rise above Only to realize the harsh waves pushing me down The struggle to keep my head above The struggle to breath Below me, I feel the hundred of bites from sharks Their sharp teeth in my skin dragging me down And the thousands of jellyfish stings weakening me forcing me down forcing me to blend in and become one of them But I can't I must prevail I must take on the pain I must move on And as I pull free and swim further away I hear them call You're weird! You're ugly!You're an outcast! And though the words constantly replay in my mind I must use them as strength to move on I must succeed I must push through the waves I must ignore the pain.the stings, the bites. I must swim against the current. I must fight it. Although they still try to drag me down Try to make me like them I can never be... I can only be me... For my island, my home, my sanctuary. is not far away... I must be free...

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Jun 29, 2014

Jun 29, 2014 at 5:17 PM UTC

Swimming against the current

Today I jumped off a cliff And as I fell I could only think of what was to come Falling, I dove until I pierced the cold dark waters The bitter salt stinging my eyes as I try to rise above Only to realize the harsh waves pushing me down The struggle to keep my head above The struggle to breath Below me, I feel the hundred of bites from sharks Their sharp teeth in my skin dragging me down And the thousands of jellyfish stings weakening me forcing me down forcing me to blend in and become one of them But I can't I must prevail I must take on the pain I must move on And as I pull free and swim further away I hear them call You're weird! You're ugly!You're an outcast! And though the words constantly replay in my mind I must use them as strength to move on I must succeed I must push through the waves I must ignore the pain.the stings, the bites. I must swim against the current. I must fight it. Although they still try to drag me down Try to make me like them I can never be... I can only be me... For my island, my home, my sanctuary. is not far away... I must be free...

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I hear your voice like a whisper Taunting me, tormenting me, With your words of secret.... The daggers of your tone, The sharpness in your eyes. Are killing me slowly Until I am no more... Your grip on my heart is painful Your control of my mind destroys me Your venomous words dissolve me And yet I am still here My Fault My Tragedy My Burden My Life My Promise My Love

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Jun 29, 2014

Jun 29, 2014 at 4:55 PM UTC

My Burden

I hear your voice like a whisper Taunting me, tormenting me, With your words of secret.... The daggers of your tone, The sharpness in your eyes. Are killing me slowly Until I am no more... Your grip on my heart is painful Your control of my mind destroys me Your venomous words dissolve me And yet I am still here My Fault My Tragedy My Burden My Life My Promise My Love

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