Once I had a dream
to join the navy
to sail away from the noise
to breathe where the world feels free.
But here the noise never sleeps
the air feels endlessly heavy
every moment slowly
draining the life out of me.
Sometimes it feels
this place is not where I should be
so I search for a quiet road
that might lead me to live peacefully.
Yet life keeps sending
suffering I didn’t seek
disappointments and hardships
making the strong feel weak.
Moments come like suffocation
like there is no air to breathe
self-doubt whispers slowly
until hope starts to leave.
Burnout, despair
anguish I silently keep
betrayal from voices
that once felt so deep.
I blamed the world
the people surrounding me
because some pain in the heart
cannot be spoken free.
I asked God softly
“Why does this happen to me?”
not knowing He was preparing
something hidden I couldn’t see.
So I carried the pressure
quietly within me,
while they kept saying
“Just stay quiet and you’ll be fine, you’ll see.”
But honestly all I wanted in truth
was someone to just listen to me,
not nod with empty faces
while judging silently.
They nodded their heads
as if they could see,
but inside their sympathy
was only a polite fraud to me.
Mar 14
Mar 14, 2026 at 6:38 PM UTC
We met not by plan but by a swipe of fate
My conscious urged, "Just take the bait"
yet somehow, felt just right
Destiny whispered, "Talk…for one night."
Two souls, strangers to joy,
Fondness was never meant for boys
I wasn’t searching for love or care
those were mine to give, rare and fair
I carried them for you, that was my part
In ways no other soul could match my heart.
All I ever asked in return
was loyalty and respect
someone that would value me
a little more than the world did.
We sparked conversations, but your kindness wore the crown
And eventually, I let my guard down.
I still see it
You are standing on the other side of the road
A spotlight touching you like a sign from above
Love crept in like a favorite song
the kind you never knew you needed
until it became too deep to unhear.
I was planning to bring flowers, unsure if you would bloom
Then came the moment, silence gave us room.
I was cautious
Love is a dangerous thing for the broken
Knowing I gave you my last good heart
Now i have nothing in my cart
But I moved, I fought,
I built myself to be your man.
Until it became a lie wrapped in warmth.
We shared laughs & dreams
But even joy has shadows
The quiet ache that you knew
I already have been destroyed by a few.
You were a dream I wanted to live
But dreams are fragile
And you shattered mine
In ways even life never dared
You hurt me deeper than the world ever could.
You buried my love so far beneath
That only I hear its cries at night.
You showed me a side
I still can’t believe it was you.
Cruel, yet loving, how can both live in one soul?
Yes, the anger that stayed
I should have let it live
for I needed to save myself
in just one click.
I was broken and stayed long enough in isolation to make me feel whole.
But some damage leaves no map back
And the trust I gave you
Now it lays in ruins I can’t rebuild.
Didn’t know love can be found to be so hurtful
And the most painful thing I’ve ever known.
I sold my mind
To the wind of fate
Let the waves take me
Wherever they wanted
Thinking maybe… maybe this time
They’d carry me to calmness
Which clings to my soul
Like breath to life.
Even in silence, even in distance
I will stand alone
I’m built to carry regret
Let the world consume me
Bit by bit,
Until I’m nothing but memory and dust.
You knew I wasn’t whole.
Now I’m more destroyed in ways no one sees
I Leave behind not just silence
Still, a calm heart with a mind never at peace
You will remain
But a song
A melody I’ll hum with memories
And for that, I ache with gratitude.
Mar 9
Mar 9, 2026 at 2:52 PM UTC
আমি বিশ্ব ঘুরে নিঃস্ব হব,
শূন্য হাতেই চলে যাব।
সেই পথের ধুলো, সমুদ্রের স্রোত, পাহাড়ের নীরবতা, বিশাল আকাশ,
সব রেখে চলে যাব আমার ভেতরে অদৃশ্য এক অস্তিত্ব
আমি শহর থেকে শহরে হাঁটব,
গ্রাম থেকে গ্রামের মধুরতা দেখব,
মানুষের মুখে শুনব হাজার জীবনের গল্প।
কারও হাসিতে পাব সূর্যের উষ্ণতা,
কারও চোখের জলে দেখব অন্ধকার নক্ষত্র
সমুদ্রের ধারে দাঁড়িয়ে দেখি
আমি এই পৃথিবীরই এক ক্ষুদ্র ঢেউ এর মত
আসা আর যাওয়ার মাঝখানে
শুধু কিছু স্পর্শ, কিছু স্মৃতি, কিছু বিস্ময় এর নত
আমি বিশ্ব ঘুরে নিঃস্ব হব,
তবু আমার হৃদয় যানুক দেখেছি এ দুনিয়া যত,
পৃথিবীর রঙে,বনভূমির গন্ধে, মরুভূমির নিঃসঙ্গতায়,
হারিয়ে যাব অচেনা মানুষের অদ্ভুত মায়ায়।
শেষে যখন শূন্য হাতেই চলে যাব,
তবুই আমি বিশ্ব ঘুরে নিঃস্ব হব
এই কথাই আমার আশ্বাসবাক্য
Mar 9
Mar 9, 2026 at 4:55 AM UTC