Oh what I would do
To see myself with your eyes
Am I beautiful to you?
Darling do you love me like I do?
Oh what I would do
To get a glimpse of your brain
Are you thinking of me?
Darling do I consume you like you do?
Jan 2, 2025
Jan 2, 2025 at 3:33 AM UTC
my heart started beating rapidly
not out of Love but out of fear
distanced myself subconsciously
my mind was anything but clear
read old fun conversations
tried to recreate what’s there
but our friendship lost its foundation
yet we weren’t even aware
those arguments made me nauseous
couldn’t fight back couldn’t even speak
just became more cautious
and continued to feel so weak
suffocated in my own pain
trying to stay by your side
ended up with absolutely no gain
because what we had has died
tired of being stuck in a cage
in desperate need to flee
need to stop the constant rage
so leaving in hopes of being free
Oct 31, 2024
Oct 31, 2024 at 12:34 AM UTC
Another footprint washed away
but I’m still grounded
my feelings buried so deep
yet my waves try to scream
begging To be free
My tides alternate
looking for another way
to somehow escape
this violent cage
pleading, “Set me free”
Somedays
it’s too much to bear
my anger gets unleashed
the storm within me
can’t help but Break free
Oct 25, 2024
Oct 25, 2024 at 2:10 AM UTC
Haunting me every second
Holding me captive every minute
Caging me every hour
If only I could control my thoughts
Criticizing me every second
Scolding me every minute
Hating me every hour
If only I can minimize my thoughts
Overthinking every second
Keeping me awake every minute
Replaying my mistakes every hour
If only I can shut off my thoughts
Oct 18, 2024
Oct 18, 2024 at 1:00 AM UTC
Stuck in my own thoughts
All alone
The darkness swallows me
As a whole
Oct 17, 2024
Oct 17, 2024 at 12:18 AM UTC
concealed with a facade
hidden between myself and I
I run around
roaming
looking for a sound
a lie shouts
another one too
I search for the truth
but all I find is
another fake version of you
Oct 16, 2024
Oct 16, 2024 at 12:10 AM UTC
I wish for a peace of mind
Away from the voices
Haunting me all the time
I close my eyes as they get louder
Hoping the darkness will wash them away
Instead pictures ignite, keeping me at bay
I realize there’s no escape
To free me from this cage
I wait till sleep comes to drift me away
From the words and images of the demons keeping me awake
Oct 14, 2024
Oct 14, 2024 at 3:41 AM UTC
I’m an ocean without any waves
A song without any sound
A book without any words
A car without any gas
I’m a shell of who I was
Who I want to be
Who I meant to be
Oct 13, 2024
Oct 13, 2024 at 4:23 AM UTC