This is how I imagine glitter would feel
If it was an emotion like the others.
Shimmering, blinding and bold when the light hits it,
Less noticable in the dark, but always there,
Steady, ready to shine.
If you touch it from one way, it's smooth and unique
If you try from the other, it's fluid. It's exciting, it's fun
To some it's a cliché, to some it's their favorite thing
I've been feeling like the second
My heart has been getting covered in glitter
One that does not plan to go away
Mar 16
Mar 16, 2026 at 12:54 AM UTC
I know how this story ends,
I've been here before, all too well.
I love, you tear apart.
I forgive, you take control.
A chain we never take off.
I held it close, grasping.
You pushed it, it snapped.
I’m collecting every piece until it’s full—
but it never is.
I shake my shackles.
You tell me to be quiet.
When it’s just us—
why am I too loud?
Every step, every drop, you're there to catch.
It’s not your fault.
Your hands were never made for something so fragile.
I scream silently,
your eyes avoiding me.
What did I ever do
to drown in both your presence and absence?
I hate it here.
All my flaws, all your mistakes,
shattering my soul, stealing all my hope.
My hands could slip free,
yet I refuse to take them off.
I stare at them, grieving.
Where would I go, if not with you?
We’re both trapped in here.
Dec 27, 2024
Dec 27, 2024 at 9:28 AM UTC
feeling the cracks in the walls. watching the floor crumble. my life is unraveling.
im not crying. i cannot yet. ill have to wait for a different stage - its not how denial works.
running my fingers along the lines. it cuts. it cuts deeper. deeper still. i see the blood but i dont feel it yet.
why do we hold onto ruins? to the ashes of things we never had? i try to keep it all together. i want to scream and rush to hold the base together - but i cant move. im just standing still with the slowly settling emptiness.
it was never there. it was all in my head. i knew that already and i know it now, more than i ever did. reality is seeping trough the gaps but i dont want to look.
why is it so difficult to face something youve faced many times before? and why is it so hard if you knew it was there all along?
i want the rubble to bury me. i want to take me with the rest. i want this life i could have never had, these walls i painted with love knowing it would fall.
i want to be free, trapped under all that never really was.
Dec 27, 2024
Dec 27, 2024 at 7:55 AM UTC
let me fall into your arms like a leaf
hold me close enough that I can taste your soul
let me drown in the galaxy inside you
devour everything I am, claim it as yours
let all my senses revolve around you
feel that it's only us in this universe
let my thighs shiver from your touch
stop my breath with your gaze
let me drift far far away with you
kiss the broken traces on my heart
let my skin burn from your fingers
light my being on fire
because I could never go back to the world I lived in
after feeling your lips on mine
Feb 14, 2021
Feb 14, 2021 at 10:24 PM UTC
let the rain fall heavy on me
as from the moment i was born
i was meant to fall out of grace
Nov 5, 2020
Nov 5, 2020 at 10:20 AM UTC
Floating in space
A lonely star with a dying light
Where does it end
Where am I going
Seen so many miracles
And so many stars
Without shine
When did they all
Fall apart
Kept flying,
Fading
But what happens if two stars collide
Maybe that's how
Beautiful explosions are created
Forever lasting
Maybe that was my destination
All along
To be broken and reformed
By your light
Aug 27, 2020
Aug 27, 2020 at 8:47 PM UTC
he's here
and once again i fall slowly
light as a feather
gravitating to the river
to be washed away
by the peaceful flow
Oct 22, 2019
Oct 22, 2019 at 1:55 PM UTC
The lack of sound creates
a pressure on my body
my skin, my flesh,
it doesn't exist
my bones are silently fading
as my soul has less and less space
to stay
I don't move
the world is floating around me
but I'm chained to the ground
they don't make a sound
I'm powerless
I'm laying down
letting the void devour all
I look at the light
from the tiny lamp
but I can feel how silent it is
Do I exist?
Did I even exist at all?
I could make a sound
but I couldn't hear a thing
I'm shouting in my mind
hoping for an echo
running
out
of
Oct 22, 2019
Oct 22, 2019 at 1:52 PM UTC
Yov've lost my respect
I would have
Died for you
And come back
I would have
Walked trough hell
Living and buried
To see your light again
I wasn't scared
Of the universe
I was shouting
From the top of my lungs
But you chose fear
Over me
My throat hurts now
And you left your lips covered
Sep 22, 2019
Sep 22, 2019 at 9:31 PM UTC
It's been a while
Since I came here
It's been a while
Since I thought about you
If flowers are supposed to bloom
Why have I always been dead
If love is supposed to last forever
Why am I all alone
Aug 13, 2019
Aug 13, 2019 at 12:33 PM UTC