i didn't expect to lose you
but somehow it's happening
is it because of something i did?
because of something i said?
or is it because..
of me?
talking everyday
laughing everyday
feeling like there is finally someone that isn't going to leave someday
I felt so safe with you
now we barely talk
but when we do,
it's just about you
or just about me
there's no 'we'
were going separate ways
tho I wished it would never happen.
Aug 2, 2020
Aug 2, 2020 at 10:34 AM UTC
there is you and me
you is sunny
me is nervy
and time stands still
an easy touch
from distant
when i stare
at you
a weird flex
you are so near
i can feel your warm
so foolish of me to
be near you
and still feel
this shake and panic
Jun 13, 2019
Jun 13, 2019 at 6:54 PM UTC
I am attracted to your body
the way you dress
the way you move
the way you smile
its simply perfect,
to me at least
the way you walk
the way you talk
the way you look at me
the way you just touched me with a hug
it makes me love you even more
and i cant stop looking at you
watching you talking to others
or even when you're just sitting
and do nothing except breathing
i cant stop looking at your beuty,
your hair
your eyes
your lips
your skin
and when you comme and talk to me
i look at your eyes and cant stop it
you smile brightly
i love that smile
i am in love with you
please never stop smiling at me
Mar 7, 2019
Mar 7, 2019 at 8:25 AM UTC
Today ,you ignored me again. It was like a closed door. I couldn't open it. It's been impossible..
I wasn't sad I wasn't empty , I was in pain. You didn't notice. You didn't even think about me one second.
Maybe you did.
Is it okay to be so cold to the person who gave all love they had?
Maybe I didn't deserve you at all.
But you were everything I had.
I feel so guilty for tellin you..
It's the worse when the person you love closed everything to you. I still feel the pain. It can't away. It's still there.
The anxiety of loosing you even more than now.
You don't even ask if I'm okay with that or not. You don't even look at me. WHAT AM I THINKING??
It literally kills me not beeing near you. Please don't go.
Jul 11, 2018
Jul 11, 2018 at 12:26 PM UTC
I know you like him.
I know you always stalk him.
I know you took little non-quality pictures of him.
I know it.
The way you look at him.
The way you smile when you see him.
The way your behaviour changes,
I know all this.
Still, I let you talk about him a lot when I'm there,
because I look at that smile of yours carefully,
and your eyes sparkle beautifully.
Tell me more about him.
Sure it hurts,
But inside of me I'm happy to see you happy.
Jun 29, 2018
Jun 29, 2018 at 7:45 AM UTC