What have I become?
What will I feel when I load this gun
Ready to die because of free will
Not wanting to live
So I swallow this pill
Of reality
Make the decision
Now or never
Bye bye world
Guess I knew better
Than living with this hollow feeling
So give me the gun
I'm done with living
Dec 12, 2016
Dec 12, 2016 at 12:23 AM UTC
As I look out my window and wonder why everything is a lie,
Why everything has to die, all I want to do is cry!
life is a crazy ride, by if you can survive, it will only eat you alive
Oct 1, 2016
Oct 1, 2016 at 9:38 PM UTC
Life
As if its a game
Each move
Each breathe
Everything
Can mean
Nothing or everything
Life
As if its a game
Knowing........
I can never win
Jun 18, 2016
Jun 18, 2016 at 3:48 AM UTC
You know those demons under your bed?
They are actually in your head
They wait for u to realize
You are hanging by a thread
Wish you may
And
Wish you might
Luckily I'm going to die tonight
Mar 31, 2016
Mar 31, 2016 at 11:17 PM UTC
As I stare out my window
I look over the edge
I whisper to myself
I'm already dead
Mar 27, 2016
Mar 27, 2016 at 1:25 AM UTC
This world we live in is so cruel
This world we live in is so judgmental
Can't I have a life without your say
Can i have peace just let me lay
I don't need forgiveness
I just need to be loved
I need to be happy
Jan 17, 2016
Jan 17, 2016 at 1:14 AM UTC
As I roam these empty halls
Wondering when the world will fall
I see your smile
And my day just got a little brighter
Jan 11, 2016
Jan 11, 2016 at 12:54 AM UTC
I'm done
I'm done with this life that I live
Im done with everyone around me
Im done with people critizing me for how I feel
I'm done breathing
I'm done living
Jan 9, 2016
Jan 9, 2016 at 11:53 PM UTC