i'm afraid to say that i will no longer be posting my poetry, at least for a long while. i feel like my need to write, my inspiration to write, and my purpose of writing isn't really there anymore. even though i write new material every day, i still don't feel encouraged nor inspired enough to post it, and for personal reasons at that. it has absolutely nothing to do with the hello poetry community. you all have been wonderful and i'm really thankful to have read such amazing poems come from you all, and i am grateful for all of the feedback you all have given me. i'm just at a point in my life where i am trying to stay away from certain things. i feel like my poetry is somewhat pointless now, and i'm feeling discouraged in many areas of my life. so, until next time, i won't be posting anymore. i will be getting on here and there just to read what you all post, because i enjoy it so much. but other than that, you won't be seeing much of me anymore. thanks again for all the support.
love,
me.
Feb 8, 2014
Feb 8, 2014 at 7:33 PM UTC
It’s sad how we always argue
Over misunderstandings
Do you know why I got upset?
Because you left me wondering
Whether or not you wanted me around
That time you stopped talking to me
For no apparent reason
So I lashed out
I gave up
Even though I will never truly
Give up this fight
I went away
I thought you wanted it that way
Then I got sad
And upset because how I understood it
Was that you didn’t care
To speak to me
Or care that
I wasn’t around
I’m not perfect
Not as perfect as you
But I thought my love could be enough
I loved you with every fiber of my soul
And I always will
You can hate me
And think I’m horrible
You can regret me
And wish for my nonexistence
But I am happily in love with you
Even though you’re not happily in love with me
And thoughts of you in my mind
Never fail to make me smile
I think of all the good you are
And how much I enjoy every bit of it
I think back on the time
When we were happy with each other
And that’s how I plan on remembering you
Because the fights
And the exchange of mean words
Doesn’t reflect how we truly feel
At least for me
It just proves that we care
Feb 7, 2014
Feb 7, 2014 at 3:29 PM UTC
I would rather die
Than live a life
Without you
Feb 7, 2014
Feb 7, 2014 at 10:00 AM UTC
I know I've made mistakes
And said some things I didn't mean
But I am just human
And that doesn't define me
What defines me is that I always fought for you
And tried to make things right
I aim to please
And strive to be positive
But I was always brought down
By your need to be negative
The things I do right
Are always under appreciated
And the wrong turns I make
Are the things you zoom in on
So what is the point
In trying to make you happy
When there is always something wrong
And when me and my efforts
Are never enough
Feb 7, 2014
Feb 7, 2014 at 9:58 AM UTC
My lover
Tastes like
Heaven and wonder
All in one
My favorite
Flavor
Feb 6, 2014
Feb 6, 2014 at 2:41 PM UTC
She told me you're a cheater
But I already knew
I see through all your lies
And that's something you can't undo
You say you're with someone
Then you say you're not
It's always a different story
That really can't be bought
I'm a fool because I'm well aware
Yet I give in because I'm weak for you
I try to forget and maybe believe
That you could perhaps love me too
Your actions speak much louder than your words
Even if you say all the right things
But proving them is what matters
Proving them is what true love brings
You never prove it
Feb 6, 2014
Feb 6, 2014 at 2:40 PM UTC
I will always, always, always be broken hearted over the failure of us
I don’t know why we can’t be friends
I don’t know why we can’t be lovers
But for some reason, it isn’t in the cards
There is no “we”
There is no “us”
And it breaks me to think that there never was
I don’t think I will ever recover from this
The pain will just get easier to deal with
Right now, I am feeling numb
I can’t devote any emotion to anyone
I don’t even have a heart
It’s in a million pieces
Lying on the ground
Waiting for what used to make it whole
And that was you
But you are gone
And you don’t wish for me
You just want me to leave you be
And that hurts
More than any word
Or any poem
Could ever express
Feb 4, 2014
Feb 4, 2014 at 12:10 PM UTC
Even though we don't talk
Even though we're not on good terms
I'd still defend you to the death
And I'd never be against you
You see...
I didn't leave because I don't love you
I left because I love you too much
Feb 4, 2014
Feb 4, 2014 at 11:14 AM UTC
He kisses
The salty tears away
Completely
Loves me right
Feb 3, 2014
Feb 3, 2014 at 2:06 PM UTC
I have the best of friends
The kind that can watch me cry
And hear me complain
About my so called "problems"
Which in the grand scheme of things
Probably aren't that big of a deal
But in that moment of weakness
My true friends are there for me
Always caring, always loving
They give me hope
Hope that used to be tainted
By fake people
People who lie and cheat
People who use me
For what?
Just to let me go?
Time after time
I never knew what the point was
But those are people
I wish to no longer speak to
What I do wish for
Is eternal happiness
For my friends
For my family
Who truly love me for me
They see my extreme flaws
They accept my heart
And its ridiculous emotions
They accept my mind
And its crazy assumptions
They know that I am a lover
They know I am not a fighter
They cherish me
And I cherish them
They hate those
That hurt me
That ruin me
And that is something
That they do for me
They get angry
To see me so hurt
And that is why
They are my real friends
Feb 2, 2014
Feb 2, 2014 at 1:39 PM UTC