mehul-sihra - Hello Poetry

Why do I always rise and fall? If everything just stops like a wall Then maybe i could have computed it all My soul is dropping through the floor I can’t be crazy – I hope I’m not But if everything would stand still May be i could have found how lost i feel If I go now, what will I leave? only short lived tears is what i can feel If that’s the price to end the pain Then for me it’s more than worth the gain I’ve tried to go and nearly went Only luck was all that i could have spent Now sadness, anger, grows over me The grief and shame is smothering I never thought about getting so down Never let myself to sink so low And when we find our thoughts lost in our mind We start faking what we don't know Light in the window, pale and wan All I know is that A light like this is eve or dawn I don’t know or can’t believe This shows what I can’t stand to see It’s been so long, I just don’t know If there’s a way out of this abyss What happiness would mean If it can't be seen And mean for those who stands beside of me The books and lessons try to explain The reasons for fear, guilt and shame It spells it out firm and clear That’s only me just now and I’m still here A door is placed in front of me I don't know if I can pass it through I trembled with fear, I’m scared to trip In this life like ocean, I don't know if I can swim One by one we build it all Then one mistake can make it fall Do I feel one small change in me? Angers depth is carving inside of me Hold on to hope, no matter what its been Fight hard to let light in If it gets stronger, day by day Then I’ll survive, not turn away? Habits learned are buried deep Have trained my mind with my head tilting high To take chance and try a different way May be something will let the sun in my day

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Nov 29, 2014

Nov 29, 2014 at 7:59 AM UTC

HOPE

Why do I always rise and fall? If everything just stops like a wall Then maybe i could have computed it all My soul is dropping through the floor I can’t be crazy – I hope I’m not But if everything would stand still May be i could have found how lost i feel If I go now, what will I leave? only short lived tears is what i can feel If that’s the price to end the pain Then for me it’s more than worth the gain I’ve tried to go and nearly went Only luck was all that i could have spent Now sadness, anger, grows over me The grief and shame is smothering I never thought about getting so down Never let myself to sink so low And when we find our thoughts lost in our mind We start faking what we don't know Light in the window, pale and wan All I know is that A light like this is eve or dawn I don’t know or can’t believe This shows what I can’t stand to see It’s been so long, I just don’t know If there’s a way out of this abyss What happiness would mean If it can't be seen And mean for those who stands beside of me The books and lessons try to explain The reasons for fear, guilt and shame It spells it out firm and clear That’s only me just now and I’m still here A door is placed in front of me I don't know if I can pass it through I trembled with fear, I’m scared to trip In this life like ocean, I don't know if I can swim One by one we build it all Then one mistake can make it fall Do I feel one small change in me? Angers depth is carving inside of me Hold on to hope, no matter what its been Fight hard to let light in If it gets stronger, day by day Then I’ll survive, not turn away? Habits learned are buried deep Have trained my mind with my head tilting high To take chance and try a different way May be something will let the sun in my day

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He stand alone by the river With his broken wings Head bowed in shame Tears carving its way through his face Crying in the agony With clothes tattered and knees scraped Bruises and scars covering his visage Blood splashing in water In darken heaven Seeing his own reflection Soul wounded by rejection Growing cold, sulking within Drowning in river of own sin No longer able to fly Not completely But losing his angelic side Against his will Unleashing his devil side Blamed by fiend Betrayed by loved ones Who didn't even took time to know In spite of being loyal Destroyed and ignored Now good person in him is lost What you see a man in disguise Is a devil But remember that devil was once an angel

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Nov 25, 2014

Nov 25, 2014 at 1:52 PM UTC

The Devil Was Once An Angel

He stand alone by the river With his broken wings Head bowed in shame Tears carving its way through his face Crying in the agony With clothes tattered and knees scraped Bruises and scars covering his visage Blood splashing in water In darken heaven Seeing his own reflection Soul wounded by rejection Growing cold, sulking within Drowning in river of own sin No longer able to fly Not completely But losing his angelic side Against his will Unleashing his devil side Blamed by fiend Betrayed by loved ones Who didn't even took time to know In spite of being loyal Destroyed and ignored Now good person in him is lost What you see a man in disguise Is a devil But remember that devil was once an angel

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I was lying in bed, Staring at the ceiling, Feeling the sun, And listening to the waves, For a second, everything just like it used to be. Snacks and beer and bad movies... There’s no reason why things are this way Cause they are meant to stay like the same way Don’t know why we live this way All I can say we do it everyday Ministers on stage speaking about change But all I can see beggars begging isn't it strange From the mob web of life peoples trying to escape Cursing someone’s name for the life what they face The sky over my head in the world under my toes Like the same way Some things never change at all Sometimes we try to keep it cool The politicians lie but we ain't a fool To walk by few miles we ain't need a cruise Just like that no one’s need a blade or three piece suit To argue the truth Don’t know why I’m saying what I say, But I’m saying it in my own way There’s no reason why things are this way Cause they are meant to stay like the same way Don’t know why we live this way All I can say we do it everyday

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Nov 6, 2014

Nov 6, 2014 at 10:20 AM UTC

No Reason

I was lying in bed, Staring at the ceiling, Feeling the sun, And listening to the waves, For a second, everything just like it used to be. Snacks and beer and bad movies... There’s no reason why things are this way Cause they are meant to stay like the same way Don’t know why we live this way All I can say we do it everyday Ministers on stage speaking about change But all I can see beggars begging isn't it strange From the mob web of life peoples trying to escape Cursing someone’s name for the life what they face The sky over my head in the world under my toes Like the same way Some things never change at all Sometimes we try to keep it cool The politicians lie but we ain't a fool To walk by few miles we ain't need a cruise Just like that no one’s need a blade or three piece suit To argue the truth Don’t know why I’m saying what I say, But I’m saying it in my own way There’s no reason why things are this way Cause they are meant to stay like the same way Don’t know why we live this way All I can say we do it everyday

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unless we turn things around in your life that might be true And as always people says what they say we knew thats not true and working hard was the only solution we knew to handle our all the problems giving up is something we never did changing the world for better will not be easy but we will try in the past being good and kind is the dumbest thing i ever knew it sounds like necessary and in this cruel world it gets you ******* but it is still the way to go a better option than living only for money and power which is a waste and we know we actually succeeded thinking that our life was a failure. which is absurd, the truth is we are the humans at peak of our kind and will do whatever it takes to make this worth and never let anyone say our life is known for nothing.

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Jun 28, 2014

Jun 28, 2014 at 9:23 AM UTC

Our Life

unless we turn things around in your life that might be true And as always people says what they say we knew thats not true and working hard was the only solution we knew to handle our all the problems giving up is something we never did changing the world for better will not be easy but we will try in the past being good and kind is the dumbest thing i ever knew it sounds like necessary and in this cruel world it gets you ******* but it is still the way to go a better option than living only for money and power which is a waste and we know we actually succeeded thinking that our life was a failure. which is absurd, the truth is we are the humans at peak of our kind and will do whatever it takes to make this worth and never let anyone say our life is known for nothing.

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A woman rests like a bud with poise Smiling at the echoes of the posh world's voice She is the cloud that carries the rain Giving life to man's soul parched from anxieties and pain Her value is more than all the world's treasures, Not just the sum of scale's unit measures To teach her the kiss of fame And help her bloom in society like a flower Few steps far to rule the science of space Some working hard to make it swirl in daze Some writing books down in the meadows While some dance like divas casting beautiful shadows And some are tender enough to tend to sick people With supreme motherly love and the wisdom of peepal Some express the feelings by the magic of their paint brush, Which is auctioned pretty high to empty others purse In the midst of these successful women There does exist a fearsome creature we call men When will the sun rise in the sky And bring those hidden buds talents to life To conquer the world with their passions And make the world shiver in awe by their fashion To come up in life with a mission Possessing colorful profession And one should understand that A woman is the pillar of a temple foundation Where a man comes and goes with renewed inspirations A woman is the flesh that holds the seed The miracle of birth fullfilling human need A woman is the mother of a new generation And only we can be the direction of that aspiration

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Apr 15, 2014

Apr 15, 2014 at 7:01 AM UTC

Power of Women

A woman rests like a bud with poise Smiling at the echoes of the posh world's voice She is the cloud that carries the rain Giving life to man's soul parched from anxieties and pain Her value is more than all the world's treasures, Not just the sum of scale's unit measures To teach her the kiss of fame And help her bloom in society like a flower Few steps far to rule the science of space Some working hard to make it swirl in daze Some writing books down in the meadows While some dance like divas casting beautiful shadows And some are tender enough to tend to sick people With supreme motherly love and the wisdom of peepal Some express the feelings by the magic of their paint brush, Which is auctioned pretty high to empty others purse In the midst of these successful women There does exist a fearsome creature we call men When will the sun rise in the sky And bring those hidden buds talents to life To conquer the world with their passions And make the world shiver in awe by their fashion To come up in life with a mission Possessing colorful profession And one should understand that A woman is the pillar of a temple foundation Where a man comes and goes with renewed inspirations A woman is the flesh that holds the seed The miracle of birth fullfilling human need A woman is the mother of a new generation And only we can be the direction of that aspiration

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I'm writing down what i cannot see, Wanna wake up in a dream, where the sun shines like never before, where life looks like a perfect world to live, where the moon appears to be bigger for a spree, overall as it seems to be heaven of dreams, where Birds in the sky, are collecting the scattered seeds of my mind, that no one can find. I'm ready to believe, I'm ready to feel, I'm ready to fall, from the height to know about it all. but I always wonder, will i ever be able to seek the luminous side in the dark corner of my world.

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Apr 13, 2014

Apr 13, 2014 at 6:25 PM UTC

World of my dreams

I'm writing down what i cannot see, Wanna wake up in a dream, where the sun shines like never before, where life looks like a perfect world to live, where the moon appears to be bigger for a spree, overall as it seems to be heaven of dreams, where Birds in the sky, are collecting the scattered seeds of my mind, that no one can find. I'm ready to believe, I'm ready to feel, I'm ready to fall, from the height to know about it all. but I always wonder, will i ever be able to seek the luminous side in the dark corner of my world.

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