Tak sepeserpun lirih iba singgah
Apa yang seadanya,
Kabur!
Kata batin
Persimpangan demi persimpangan
Masih kuikatkan
Nyatanya,
Adakah kita bertukar rasa
Atau hanya terperangkap
Biarkan aku menari dengan cahaya
Erang perihmu
Gema tangisamu
Menyulam keraguan
Palsu palsu palsu
Kulihat buram me-muak-kan
Sep 20, 2025
Sep 20, 2025 at 1:42 PM UTC
Dari dua
Kupilih satu
Yang mula
Daripadamu
Sebab main main main main
Lalu jatuh
Endap lain lain lain batin
Baru runtuh
Anggap bodoh pemain lama
Kalau jodoh takkan kemana
Keruh
Apa rasaku palsu
Alpa jujurmu bisu
Biar resah di lembah ragu
Atau nyata sungguh lugu
Jangan lagi kau cari aku
Karena aku si paling batu
Mar 4, 2024
Mar 4, 2024 at 7:06 AM UTC
Intentional abduction,
meets skeptical reaction
Where the fuel light keeps blinking
and the sidewalks become an escape
Your gaze laid bare
throught crowd’s eyes
While mine, blankly stare
once I realizes
A plot woven
with desire threads
I’ll play pretend
Spitfire heads
Stumbled,
My head is a mess maze
Humbled,
Let the lion chase
Dec 9, 2023
Dec 9, 2023 at 12:38 PM UTC
Between
the heart-shaped white topaz
and crescendo contra bass
I smell chaos
To you, kudos
Leap unto the destiny
Why we rushing
Denying norm
Anxiety showing
Lock the room
Do you have
a cold feet?
cause I am
Jun 15, 2023
Jun 15, 2023 at 11:59 AM UTC
Au rare afternoon delights,
wrestled on a couch,
barely concealed,
gasping for an instant bond,
whinny inner monologue,
I chew the green & swallowed it
Quest for the bliss,
yet, you repeat yourself,
comme d'habitude,
nerves has conquered,
yet, my neurons,
turned interrogative,
how can I make peace,
for the unbalance water scales.
Mar 22, 2023
Mar 22, 2023 at 10:57 AM UTC
Eighty years young
Speaking in tounge
Your body fought
Head full of bizarre thought
Arms and legs restrained
How are you not frightened
Are they violent, Yah?
We tried, everything,
for the shake of your revival
I can't bear to see you like this
I wish you are dismiss
Heavily sedated & exhausted
To tired to wrestled & agitated
Lord please take his pain away
Apr 9, 2022
Apr 9, 2022 at 7:40 AM UTC
malam ini,
si bocah rewel berhenti menyamar
pikirannya terlalu gerah
jiwanya renta, terkekang
tempurung dahi hanya terisi geram
kantong kapuk bersaksi
atas tangis kelelahan tanpa suara
ia sempat doyan bekerja
berpayah-payah memunguti kerikil
satu demi satu
tiap pijakannya bukan tindakan acak
menempa diri demi bilangan
kini yang tersisa
hanya pendar-pendar ambisi & setungku kekosongan menjemukan
Ia berkutat pada teka teki yang tersuguh manis
mencari pembebasan yang sepadan
berharap segera merdeka dari jerat alur yang mengikat keras
berlumuran lamunan
ia berserah, membakar doa
sambil melempar akal
'adakah satu dari seluruh umat manusia yang masih belum paham, kita ini gerombolan wayang bukan dalang!'
Apr 7, 2022
Apr 7, 2022 at 12:07 PM UTC
There's secrets exchanged
Under the round peachy city light,
Across Gadjah Mada street
Between 4 privilege kids
Denpasar has it ways
To unite west-east-north-south at once
Here, to the feast
To the riddle of longing
To floating dilemmas
To confusing adulthood
We've been together before
Not just a narrative hunters
When the wind oppress
We are lost,
but we're not gonna lose
Jan 2, 2022
Jan 2, 2022 at 10:27 AM UTC
The glow of city lights
reflecting on the fountain waters
it lighting up the grey brick floor.
Renon is sleeping.
After the anesthesia wore off,
it seems as if
the Drawarapla is starring at me.
Are we all
too entitled to be willing to “suffer” ?
we're clay molded, put in the work?
There’s a fine line
between submission and abuse.
May 9, 2021
May 9, 2021 at 5:14 AM UTC
catch some rays
where the sun blaze
on the **** days
I'm Moses
where can I flee
between the red sea
Egyptian army
are behind me
sink into a deckchair
boulder inside my chest
dancing with a feet bare
on a sandy beach, I know I'm very blessed
tranquil waters
let me be uncaged
Apr 13, 2021
Apr 13, 2021 at 11:36 PM UTC
