dying while dreaming
it sounds like corporate art
break bread with an infidel
and plunge into the dark
May 23, 2016
May 23, 2016 at 2:31 AM UTC
do you finally feel good?
feel just the way you wanted?
cause empty wallets and irritated souls
got me feeling haunted
blank stares, over emotional questions
just relax
I can feel your vibe of stressin
not your fault, side effects are ******
when will it be the truth that you're actually quitting?
body mind and soul seamlessly connect
until it fades, and you're hopelessly wrecked
I may be in this mindset forever
the highs are just too good to ever get better
Mar 28, 2016
Mar 28, 2016 at 11:52 PM UTC
even though you won't remember
I'd thought I'd let you know
that I've loved you since September
and through December snow
even when you're drunk as hell
the way your eyes look at me
believe in something I'll never tell
everything you are, consumes whoever I may be
Jul 27, 2015
Jul 27, 2015 at 12:07 AM UTC
lost in the forest
i've misplaced my mind
gone for so long
i can't figure out the time
my eyeballs dilate,
the mind becomes twisted
i'm living in hell
at least i'm consistent
Jun 2, 2015
Jun 2, 2015 at 10:10 PM UTC
I took ecstasy at Decadence
felt the music, heard the colors - hence,
I am the daughter of a God -
popped a pill and heard the call.
the poison in my veins
lets me know I'm the one to blame
for the blood the floods my brain
- can't you see these thick red chains?
I'm a master of emotions
but a servant to the potions
I'll add a tally to the list
what's one more to pure bliss?
May 19, 2015
May 19, 2015 at 3:00 AM UTC
I stopped writing because I wasn't sad anymore.
I knew it didn't matter as much as I thought it did -
it never occurred to me that there was more to life than her,
and those hopeless ******* poems
May 9, 2015
May 9, 2015 at 7:13 PM UTC
what's one more
to an endless night -
my heart is broken, right down
to the core.
i might end it all, i might
i might i might
May 9, 2015
May 9, 2015 at 7:09 PM UTC
always dark inside my head
the flowers chose somebody else instead
I don't belong where the sun will shine
night time may always be mine
the moon and stars are my only light
but I'm centuries away, with many plights
even the galaxies breathe in pure darkness -
billions of miles away, I know where my soul lives
Mar 5, 2015
Mar 5, 2015 at 11:46 PM UTC
i am standing in water
that is twelve feet deep
i cannot think of anything else
besides the serenity inside my mind
i have finally forgotten the pains
that use to drown my soul
Aug 29, 2014
Aug 29, 2014 at 1:13 AM UTC
looking at the love of my life
my pupils continue to grow
to such an extensive point
they are doubtful my eyes hold any color
at all
but sometimes they are curious
when the trip has really faded
because every time I stare
at the love of my life
my heart has no choice
but to reflect my love
through the blackness of my pupils
May 24, 2014
May 24, 2014 at 2:29 AM UTC