because it still hurts to see your name
and I know I shouldn't feel this way
but you were all I wanted in life
and you ruined it
Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 11:40 AM UTC
I've been saying Goodbye a lot lately;
Goodbye to the boyfriend
who I thought I truly loved,
Goodbye to the love of my life
because last time I never really said it,
Goodbye to my grandpa
who I never got to say Goodbye to.
Apr 10, 2014
Apr 10, 2014 at 10:54 AM UTC
*They were so beautiful,
they were so loved.*
No, they were sad
and they were told,
*Look, it's okay. You'll
be loved,
be noticed.
You'll be at peace.
You'll get what you want.*
They were fed ********
taught to give up,
because society likes the pain.
Mar 5, 2014
Mar 5, 2014 at 6:20 AM UTC
She's got a pretty smile
But her eyes don't match,
Because her trust's a little broken
And her heart's a little snapped.
Jan 20, 2014
Jan 20, 2014 at 12:46 PM UTC
That tiny devil whispers to me,
"Come on, darling, let them run free!"
He sits on my shoulder and purrs in my ear,
"Baby, baby, you don't need to fear.
I won't hurt you, trust and see,"
This is what he says to me.
Day after day he cries out my name
Pleading with me not to feel shame.
"These deeds are not sins," he whispers with glee,
"These deeds will release you, like a bird on a tree."
Dec 27, 2013
Dec 27, 2013 at 8:13 AM UTC
What are you supposed to say,
How are you supposed to talk,
When the world stops listening?
Dec 3, 2013
Dec 3, 2013 at 11:33 AM UTC
You were supposed to be the one.
The one little girls dream of,
My ******* Prince Charming.
I wasn't scared
So my guard was down and
I let you in
Even though I shouldn't have.
Lucky me, you turned out to be
One more disappointment.
Nov 28, 2013
Nov 28, 2013 at 1:03 AM UTC
Contrary to popular belief,
It's not just the inability to sleep.
Insomnia is that feeling of wanting to cry,
The hungry depression,
The blackness overwhelming your cold heart.
It's all the thoughts you refused to think
When you were fully conscious.
Above all else it's an empty, lonely feeling
That one should avoid at all costs,
If such a thing were possible.
Aug 8, 2013
Aug 8, 2013 at 12:54 AM UTC
I was distant
You should've pulled me closer,
Made me feel loved.
You could've saved me,
You could've held me in your arms
And scared away my demons.
You could've comforted me,
Taken care of me,
Anything but break my heart.
Jul 19, 2013
Jul 19, 2013 at 2:11 AM UTC
You make me want to laugh,
And you make me want to cry.
You make me want to live,
You make me want to die.
You build up my hopes
Only to crush them again,
I'm constantly falling for you,
Tell me, what do you gain?
Jul 16, 2013
Jul 16, 2013 at 2:01 AM UTC