Have I been told... girrrllll hide ur man!?
Have I been told ... girllll..!umunti uthathwa Komunye....
Have I been told... not too late... not to soon...
Have I been told, how and not to love,?!...
I’ve been told , everything, to do, and not do..
I’ve been told, how to keep my heart chained...
I’ve been told, how to love and not to love...
I’ve even been told the ideals of love...
I’vd been told, the perspective of another human being...
I listened,experienced and followed...
Got hurt and learnt...
Till the day, my heart met you...
No one told me how to love you...
Effortlessly it became...
Two hearts mieant to be together...
many nirrated what love is...
But all I know...
I HAD NOT LOVED... UNTIL YOU!
Mar 23, 2018
Mar 23, 2018 at 3:35 PM UTC
Created by the hands of God,
Imperfectly perfect.
Molded by alls life circumstances and rough around the edges because of cuts she endured
She can never be fully defined, for she's forever unfolding.
Tough, hard , difficult and misunderstood by many.
Tired , fed up and yet still with a lot of fight In her.
Her heart cocooned and protected,
Having been hurt, full of scares and cracked it is.
Forever challenged , from Childhood till adulthood. So the outside is hard as rock.
She...
A daughter , sister, and mother.
Strong for the sake of many.
Harden by a cruel world, difficult it is to unwrap the true nature of her heart.
As I stood back and analyzed.
Heart so pure , it's fragile.
Broken , but yet continues to love.
She cries when one ones looking,
Gives love which it taken for granted.
Has tried to turn cold, but it's not her in nature,
The warmth in her heart, rooted to the soul
She, who has a heart of gold, full of love and strong enough to endure and let go when its had enough.
Mar 17, 2018
Mar 17, 2018 at 5:31 PM UTC
I hate that I miss you
Why my heart did I have to give?
How I miss my beautiful care free days
Heart un affected by your stupidness.
Sick of every thing u say to me
Your sweet nothings, like a scratched CD.
Feeling angry and frustrated, cause I chose to love.
Thinking that I love you, is a bitter taste to my mouth and a lump in my throat.
Silently asking my self, what the **** did I just get into.
Loving you is hard, for its taking my everything to not walk away.
For the heart is fooled and letting go, it doesn't want to do.
I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU. Cause that's why I'm missing you.
Mar 17, 2018
Mar 17, 2018 at 5:24 PM UTC
Fight for the hard times.
Believe, and live to conquer.
Take that deep breath.
Know you can do best.
Grasp it all, with hands full of hope.
Dream... Desire to be better.
As I grow, and ****** myself from drowning.
As I live, just to be hopeful.
As I wish, becouse dreams do come true.
As I hope, for a better life,
With a compelling conviction in my heart,
Of only fighters get it all.
So, fight for the hard times.
Believe and live to conquer.
Dream, desire to be better.
Mar 17, 2018
Mar 17, 2018 at 5:17 PM UTC
For in this world, my heart has bleed.
Full of scares and still healing.
Questioning my insanity,
Choosing to live and still love.
Love, even when it hurts me most.
For its that hurt, that awakens me.
Mar 13, 2017
Mar 13, 2017 at 3:59 PM UTC
So here we go again...
Worrier I am, fighter and a believer
Sucker for all things sweet, forever a believer.
Here we go again, where love is found and lost.
Here we go again, to giving my heart, only to end up broken.
Here we go again, to a heart so naive and hopeful,
Love it seeks , love it thinks it has found.
Here we go again to wondering how long will it take before I look back and ask myself, was my head right?
With the heart still clouded , a vicious cycle it is.
Here we go again, to wishing its forever, knowing very well it could end any time.
Here we go again to me wishing this time it will be different... here we go, as I set myself up.
Here we go again and again, for it will never end, because that's what makes life what it is today.
Here we go again, as I fall and stumble and come out with a lesson learnt and stronger.
Here we go again, allowing myself to love again regardless. I won't stop!
Mar 13, 2017
Mar 13, 2017 at 3:56 PM UTC
World how dare you persecute me.
World how dare you judge me.
World how dare you trumpet me.
How dare you push me to the ground;
Having me fall so hard, I dare to doubt I'd ever stand.
How dare you fill my head with your lies,
Lies of corruption, hate and uncleanliness.
For have you not been told? I am;
Gods untouchable.
For it is my God who makes all the injustice not last long.
For it is my God who cures, cleans and constructs.
Persueing, protecting and perplexly loving me.
World , the hold you have will never last.
For my God is a God of everything, anything , entirely out of love for his children.
So world, don't you dare ever think you have an upper hand.
For I do believe in a God that lives
Nov 20, 2016
Nov 20, 2016 at 11:01 AM UTC
In my own skin, Black and beautiful
For an African child I am, proud of my roots.
My skin, burnt and scorched,
Scares visible, for untold stories they represent.
Living In a society where girls fail to embrace who they are, because of the color of there skin.
Chocolate dark brown, black women I proudly am,
A warrior , queen and healer...
How different would the world be if black women knew there strength.
If I where reborn, I'd desire to be black.
Indoni ya'Manzi... Proudly Black and Beautiful.
Aug 12, 2016
Aug 12, 2016 at 3:52 PM UTC
He whispered "I Love You"
And deaf I played.
Protecting a heart so delicate.
May 19, 2016
May 19, 2016 at 2:54 PM UTC
Take a deep breath
Inhale , exhale. Smile a little, and breath
Don't be overwhelmed because it could all fade in the morning...
Sweety it might be nothing or it could be every thing you every wanted.
Still to early to wonder, but hell, whose my time keeper.
He brings me back to my 1st love, reminded im a child of God.
How can he not be mine, if his shines like the angle I'v being praying for.
Praying for and silently yearning for.
Nothing I had in mind or imagined, not my ideal. But maybe what I need.
Something clean, something pure, something blessed... Could this be an answered prayer!?
My God sent... to calm my chaotic world.
May 18, 2016
May 18, 2016 at 3:15 PM UTC