you laugh at my silly plays
sorrows forsaken without surfaces
to prove
to conceal the truths
to make me believe
you
Aug 19, 2024
Aug 19, 2024 at 7:11 PM UTC
Shed light
in your dark attic
the demons
the jokers
the fools
the pains
the misery
the struggles
they look for dark corners
to hide their face
you
shed light in your dark attic
no space for darkness
they cannot hide
when there is light.
Aug 19, 2024
Aug 19, 2024 at 7:10 PM UTC
And so one day we met and you let me into your garden
you showed me all your flowers
we watered them together
some you resisted
some you openly accepted
Even the flowers you didn't notice initially
you let us water them
you had the courage to take out the wretched weeds
they were taking over some of the other plants, anyway
You cleared space
gentle countenance, planted new beginnings
Some weeds grew back
this time you wore special gloves to remove them
you didn't get gashed like before
you were even gracious to the weeds
You honoured their growth
knew
the time ensued for their parting
for if not they would usurp
enshroud
You watered and watered
Your flowers expanded
radiated
unearthed their redolence
Became the gardener
Celebrated the seasons it took to uncover the contours of
gardening
Your garden
inflorescence
Maintained
Now your resting place
not a menacing thicket
Your refuge
alcove
Aug 19, 2024
Aug 19, 2024 at 1:20 PM UTC
Same place
same state
same memory
What if
its our essence
no movement
sanction to experience
what is
no motion to distract
and within the malaise
shifted orientation
acclimatize
Breath reawakening
Nirvana
Jun 26, 2023
Jun 26, 2023 at 6:05 PM UTC
All the states
I try to escape
essentially
I compare
power lost in despair
Here's a cheesy poem about
my fears
morphed into conflicting parts
When will I get respite?
From the waves
Waves
Waves
I love waves
Not my own wavE
Jun 14, 2023
Jun 14, 2023 at 11:19 PM UTC
I've seen the palms
I've seen the trees
I've seen the ocean
Felt the breeze
Calm and torrent
I take a walk with the fluffy
companion of mine
my partially bare skin
absorbs the heart
from the mega fantastic
beast, the sun
let this moment be
an eternal
moment of ease
and lease
my thoughts to the unease bin
Apr 5, 2021
Apr 5, 2021 at 10:48 PM UTC
Where ever you go
Take your h e a r t
with you
take G o d with you
Whatever G o d may be to you
Take it with you
Take it with you
otherwise
you may end up as an egoic zombie.
Apr 5, 2021
Apr 5, 2021 at 10:43 PM UTC
and so it begins
a possible new journey
it was days building up
to the last of the last
nights we spend together
all the joys and tears
left to linger in our memories
my heart is confused
how can it change?
where before I couldn't imagine
a life without you
now,
I am not so sure.
Apr 5, 2021
Apr 5, 2021 at 10:41 PM UTC
Yes
the road we took
unconventional it may be
but you shadowed me
loved me
I do not know
how to express the way
you made my heart react
it was not butterflies
it was like turning a
the oil lamp on
fueling that flame for some time
In the basement
first night alone
foreign land
to my mind
to my eyes
home to my heart
I was home
inside the basement
blue walls
Nautical theme Airbnb
desperate for love
for ***
for touch
I searched online
I found you in an unconventional way
you
cold
a distant stranger
my heart knew otherwise
my heart blindly attached to you
I do not cling
I am an ice
you grounded me
my body may not be here
but my roots not too far from you
when will I see you again?
and then you disappeared.
no trace
no nothing.
Apr 5, 2021
Apr 5, 2021 at 10:37 PM UTC
I'm tired of this fake reality
everyone wearing a
mask to show they are perfect
I miss the vulnerability
raw
unfiltered
real
authenticity
where did that go?
We have become
Robots in disguise
Apr 5, 2021
Apr 5, 2021 at 10:30 PM UTC