Day in and Day out !!
I walk down the same neighborhood
street laced with black and green patches.
And each day,
I rummage through my thoughts
of where I belong
and
where you have gone.
My happiness isn't tied to the
amount of money you left or
the money I make or amount of
friends I have.
I fine being alone and away
from the demands people tend
to put on themselves.
Live is tough enough.
So, Be there !! .
May 25, 2017
May 25, 2017 at 12:35 PM UTC
Draw a circle around yourself – invite people in or keep them out,
a Single one is creator of its social geometry.
Calculate your volume .. !!
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When He was a little ..
He found a mask ..
It was made up of all the little things ..
People loved about him ..
He put that on Silently ..
Suddenly ..
People were drawn to him ..
so He decided to keep wearing it ..
It was just a mask they love ..
Now he have been worn that ..
Mask for long ..
at present He grapple to remembering ..
the little things he loved ..
about himself ..
Now the world stares at him & ask why ..
But they won’t find what’s beyond ..
the perfect mask ..
He was Dead and yet to choose ..
to Die ..
May 8, 2016
May 8, 2016 at 8:02 AM UTC
This place, where I stand still ..
it reminds me of your broken heart ..
its heavy with your thoughts ..
when you sways in your own pace ..
I succumb to those feeling like it used to hold your my heart ..
You’re not alone ..
Nor you ever will be ..
You are fun in your thoughts over-thoughts ..
Something I never will be ..
An blue ocean you left ..
For me to drawn in ..
Still I’m breathing ..
I’m moving ..
I’m thriving ..
If I can still yell for help ..
I’ll scream your name Only ..
27.1.19.4.11 .. !!
May 8, 2016
May 8, 2016 at 8:01 AM UTC
Decorate the eyelids that are curled under the eyebrows …
Respect the words that have fallen down .. !!
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This is a Crown ..
This is a Throne ..
This is a Poison ..
This is a Drink of affection ..
This is the land of God ..
We are here dramatics playing the role of statues ..
My house burnt with ease ..
I’m standing behind you peacefully ..
Believe me ..
Not a single flame can touch you ..
Somebody has paid me to be quiet ..
Because ..
this pen is slave of someone .. !!
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May 8, 2016
May 8, 2016 at 8:00 AM UTC
There was a silent storm in her Eyes ..
The shine on her Hair with gentle seas ..
I crave Ocean for this once ..
.. Insanity ..
I want a tattoo of this poem onto the moon ..
So when I trace the backward shadow of Her ..
with the Moon in the frame ..
I’ll take me straight to her ..
Hoping for Look at her again ..
Feel the smell of her Hair ..
while turning the pages of our Destiny ..
and start reading ..
the Honesty on her face ..
All over again .. !!
May 8, 2016
May 8, 2016 at 7:55 AM UTC
We stand face to face ..
O worship of my eyes ..
This is the sacred ground of love ..
Where no one can commit offence ..
Therefore, Bow down you head ..
And offer prayers in reverence ..
Grant me this favor ..
That when i fall at your feet ..
May my head never rise again ..
May my life run its course ..
My beautiful beloved ..
Thus thinks an innocent heart ..
How glorious to have love tear your soul apart ..
And so i go insane ..
And such in my insanity ..
That storms lie at my feet ..
And obsessions ravange my thoughts ..
Grant me a vision ..
That i may dedicated my life and shower it over you ..
A life without a meaning ..
A prayer without substance ..
Jan 17, 2016
Jan 17, 2016 at 11:18 PM UTC
Go out into the Darkness and put your hand in the hand of God .. That shall bee to you better than light and safer than a known way .. !!
Someone Close !! you are to me ..
Someone, about whom little is spoken ..
And little is Hidden ..
You too, know the secret ..
What this moment is unravelling ..
That my destiny is yours ..
You belong to me ..
Your eyes !! when they see you in the mirror ..
I have lost my way towards you ..
Give my eyes the permission ..
Just for once with the Smile ..
Call me your own ..
To hear this from you ..
with bated breath ..
My entire world awaits ..
My destiny is all yours ..
I could find the words to answer you then ..
I will blanket the world in utter darkness ..
I will pull back the veil of light and reveal to you ..
I’m wearing a mask tonight so that no one can gaze at my window .. Let me wear this mast tonight and just look at my smile which bring sunshine in your eyes .. Atleast for tonight .. !!
Jan 17, 2016
Jan 17, 2016 at 11:17 PM UTC
gussa hai kya ..
Gussa nahi hoon
Tujh mein change dekhkar shocked hoon
Mujhe m change !!
Towards you ??
Heartbeat slow ** gyi ekdum padh ke
Exactly how ??
Slow nahi honi chahiye
U have more friends now
Time gets divided :) it's okay
I m used to it by now
N don't worry about me changing towards you as that will never happen .. :)
Goodnight dodo
Too busy to reply ??
I cant rply now .. Sorry
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I really have noting to say and I'm completely agree with you that time divides and which is not on purpose not at all .. It was just a flow through my phase..
When you told me about this I really get break down .. Shivering .. Went out to puke .. I don't know whats happing that time bcz the way you said it, realizing my mistake and it really feels me that I hurt you so badly ..
But its not like that i have new friends and I forget you .. No .. Thts my bad .. And the people out there means nothing to me .. They don't know whats my dreams are .. They don't know how much I respect for my Maa .. They don't know how badly i miss my brother and father .. They don't know that I'm losing a frined like raj .. And now not you ..
And I don't know you remmbr or not that i promised you that i'll never change for you ..
I'm still on my words .. I'm not .. Not at all
I don't know how to apologize .. But please forgive me for this .. I still have no where else to go ..
Manks u r 100% forgiven
U are like sana to me
Will never leave ur side .. I am glad u have friends .. U have had them for long .. But there is some change in ur attitude .. That pinched me ... Ll never leave ur side .. Don't puke .. Don't feel weak .. Cz m always there to strengthen you
Goodnight dodo
Oct 30, 2015
Oct 30, 2015 at 7:01 PM UTC
Inhaling the smoke, they start to feel magnetize ..
Eyes are closing just like they should ..
Getting thirsty,
Mouth is dry ..
I’m feeling nub while looking at them,
just like I could fly ..
In a sky of poetry ..
The rotation’s set, it’s coming near to me ..
Past the gums, down the throat it’ll go ..
Look out lungs,
here comes the dank flow …
Filled to capacity ..
No one warned them of such a big **** ..
They’re on the top, enjoying like a positive fool ..
Everybody’s eyes are unexpected surprise ..
they look like red blood veins surface ..
Stomach’s hungry ..
**** that was great..
far from just good ..
That’s what it’s like to get ripped in the dark ..
I’m always staring at them ..
leaving their responsibilities behind ..
Their soul is submerged ..
under the sea of drugs ..
Trapped, Grasping for breath ..
But still carving for more ..
Because, everyone is loved here ..
Have no Religions ..
A place of Humanity ..
HighLane .. !!
Oct 23, 2015
Oct 23, 2015 at 9:02 AM UTC
He thought it was a good time ..
It finally came true ..
but the sound of her silence ..
is known to drag him far from her .. !!
He slept with some expectation from her ..
Something she told him to do ..
But now it's was just a pretended promise ..
She never think it through .. !!
He still waiting for her to ..
open the door of promise ..
But all the way long he's standing behind the door ..
in a dark place known as a Dead Dream !!
Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 8:24 PM UTC