
Days pass by
Monotonous
Black and white
Life happens all around
But never to me
World experienced
Through waking coma
Nervous system weak
All feeling almost gone
Until I look back
Through old notebooks
Re-experience trace memories
Of who I once was
Who I used to be
And maybe still am
Reading these old writings
I feel more of my old self slip away
But I smile
For it means
I’m still here
Jan 3, 2021
Jan 3, 2021 at 5:20 PM UTC
You sit awake at 5 AM
Unable to sleep from the heat
A mind burdened by desire and ambition
Blurry dreams that are out of focus
Impossible to see for the eyes that have lost their vision
Out of touch from the heart beat slowing down
You’d mourn the loss of your being
But tears can’t heal the dying
And pain, no matter how brilliant, can’t bring back the dead
You climb back into your coffin
Next to your fellow corpse in the bed of hope
And you realize
Sometimes it’s better to let it die
Aug 9, 2020
Aug 9, 2020 at 2:37 PM UTC
Birthed from the mire
Of pyroclastic grey
Entropy reigns supreme
Cracks in creation
Beckon the thaw
Veins of inferno clean
Ashen rains bury the land
Show where life has once been
Swallow all life
Diminish all light
This is the end of all things
Dec 5, 2019
Dec 5, 2019 at 7:44 AM UTC
When the sun has gone to sleep
And ghosts have had their time to creep
Imps and goblins awaken to
Do the things that monsters do
Jan 15, 2019
Jan 15, 2019 at 2:04 AM UTC
Breath escapes from failing lungs
Withheld and yet withdrawn
Spirit ascends from hollow body
Leaving husk behind
The breaking of cosmic chains
Disguised as extinction of the flesh
Essence drifts through ether
Lost amongst the wonders of creation
Untethered traveler
Escaping the disgrace of dying stars
Relinquished life
Acquired release
Liberation of the body
Immunity of the spirit
Elevation of the mind
Alleviation of torment
Apr 21, 2018
Apr 21, 2018 at 2:52 PM UTC
Through boundless eons of black chasms of time
Stygian waters have hidden a secret dark
For something lurks far beyond the threshold of ocean and sky
Something swims deep down in the dark heart of Adam's Ale
It's hulking mass creeps through the ages with crystalline eyes
Always searching, always waiting
Through vast, vacuous gloom and murky brine
Yellow-emerald light signals the arrival of the Gaping Void
Lighteater, Purveyor of Doom with voidmight abound
Cosmic sustenance; celestial bodies on which he will feed
An alignment of dead stars will beckon the ascent
A new age of perfect midnight will begin
And there will be a terrible reckoning
When terror rises from the deep
Oct 30, 2017
Oct 30, 2017 at 5:36 AM UTC
By early mornings light
Shadows disperse
Run for cover to the dark roots
Subterranean refuge
Safety in the cold earth
Mother Nature’s bedrock womb
Necrosis of light gestates
Rests its weary, starless mind
Gloom retires, lies in wait
Twilight beckons the return
Oct 8, 2017
Oct 8, 2017 at 5:33 PM UTC
Draining pools of blackened filth
Tiny pockets amass
An ocean of sludge to horizons end
Stone heart is cast away
Descends to the bottom
New blood bursts forth
Seeps into empty spaces
Mortar for the soul
In this wounded way
Ascend to begin again
Aug 14, 2017
Aug 14, 2017 at 12:13 AM UTC
In darkest forests where magic hides
In deepest oceans with stranger tides
In vast canyons where the eagle flies
Exists a love that never dies
Through dense fogs and cloudy skies
Burns a fire that shines so bright
And in that light I see your eyes
Where our love could never die
In these forests we'll reside
In the oceans we'll own the tide
On the backs of eagles we will fly
To these lands, where love never dies
In these lands we will reside
I will be yours and you'll be mine
I will love you till the end of all time
And our love will never die
Aug 11, 2017
Aug 11, 2017 at 10:29 PM UTC
Feel the burn of desire scorch your insides
Feel the warmth from the spilling of seed
My darkness is deep within you
Setting out on this campaign of lust,
Our bodies tangle, indulging in the pleasure of the flesh
Eat me up, swallow me whole,
As I fill myself with you
We are ouroboros
Jun 2, 2017
Jun 2, 2017 at 10:42 PM UTC