I say
I’m being
kind
to myself.
Don’t stress
over
the
mess.
Maybe
I should
though?
I try
to push
doubt
away.
But
the mess
consumes
me.
I miss
pretty
photos
on the
walls.
I miss
cozy
spots
to relax.
I miss
annoying
visits
from
friends
and
family.
I miss
a kitchen
ready
to cook
gumbo.
And bake
Birthday cakes
If I want to.
I miss
laying
in the
grass
under the
cypress tree
in the
backyard.
I miss
space
For
Overnight
Guests.
The mess
Keeps
them at
A distance
Helps avoid
demands
That overwhelm
When the mess
consumes me
I’m my own
worst enemy.
When does
avoidance
become
neglect?
I’m not settled
I haven’t been
For some time
We live
between
our ears.
I’m homesick
For a place
of my own
That I’ve
never
Known.
I’m only
left with
One voice
inside
my head
That’s me
I beg her
Please stop
Being
So cruel.
Apr 11
Apr 11, 2026 at 11:06 AM UTC
Take me to
The water
Take me to
The ocean
Let the cold
clear waves
Crash into me
Let me surrender
To the cold waves
Let them
Knock me down
Let them
Hold me under
Just a little longer
Hold me under
Just a little longer, yeah
Sep 21, 2025
Sep 21, 2025 at 5:19 PM UTC
my legs are closed now
so it's all through to you
you say:
what a night
you're fantastic
well
that was fun
while it lasted
I say:
oh yeah
it is was hot
but
let’s keep it
casual
My lips
betray
me
I go numb
I stare blankly
Put a stupid
Smile on my Face
Blow air in my brain
I thought
I’d be okay
Because
its just a
lay.
I had a say, ok?
despite my efforts
to deny it, to hide it
I’m coming unglued
My heart in two
because
it's through
to you
I wonder your answers
to the questions
left behind
in my mind
what's your middle name?
what time were you born?
where do you take other girls on dates?
am i just a flake, full of rage?
do you have a favorite
cursive letter?
if you love someone,
do you tell them?
I think
I’m starting to melt
The tears, they well
my mind set on fire
because how dare you
does your mama
know you're
a lying lush?
do your bros
know that you're
a lousy ****
will you remember me?
i hope to forget you soon
although it's doubtful
Oxytocin hits
Make it easier
to pretend
to forget
Fill my cup up
Again and again
I indulge
once more
then on and on
my heart is torn
into 4, then 8
til it disintegrates
I said:
go on
get gone
don't make
me late
Sep 21, 2025
Sep 21, 2025 at 5:11 PM UTC
Violet martini
Lavender party punch
Oh hey, Statutory Grape
Drink it fast, quick to lay
Begged on my knees
Cried pretty please
Don’t
Push me around
Don’t
Hold me down
Let me leave
Ok I fawn
I’ll streak free
Hey everybody
I’m a hottie
Hey everybody
Watch me bleed
Busy lips, stale quips
Spare me your opinions
**** my reputation
I don’t know what I wore
But I know what I didn’t
I hate
how
it looks like
I love it
I hate
that
it looks like
I love it
Fake it
so much
I am
beyond
fake
I hate
how
I *** to it
Sep 21, 2025
Sep 21, 2025 at 10:55 AM UTC
Bettie
The most emo girl
I’ll ever know
Bettie
Her smile was a bright light
At the Darkroom
petite and sweet
cute to boot
Her kind green eyes
found mine
Full of tears and fear
mascara smeared
She took me by the hand
She led me to the sound
She pulled me in to dance
and sing along to mad songs
Played by her man and his band
He planned a fallacy
We sang loud, we screamed
We jumped up and down
And we were okay, lost in a rare moment
But we woke up with no voice
Our hearts crushed, was it lust?
Were we really stupid *****
Perky **** with cotton candy wits, huh?
It’s a good thing
you’re so pretty
Because you’ll find
a man to marry
As long as you keep
Your mouth shut
and your legs open
Not too much
Not too little
I wish I could take away your pain
Because it’s deep in me too
#MeToo was too late for you
It’s tragic it’s too late to relate
kindred spirits separate
No click click to get on with
Left here holding the pain.
They say you’re at peace
I hope you are, you deserve it
It was too much and it had to stop
No one would listen
now there is a spot missing
For you on stage
We should be singing together
About how we’ve had enough
We should be screaming together
About their gaze and graze
their misogynistic
Mind games that
Stole our innocence
and buried us in shame
You should still be here
Putting men in their places
I say wait, my heart breaks
anger rises because
Another one skates away
They should be gone
They should live with shame
But they just skate away
Why do I only relate with the ones below?
Suicidal role models
The world cries when it’s too late
I heard your song but was too far away
Aug 28, 2025
Aug 28, 2025 at 1:52 PM UTC
Boy
You better throw
Me over your shoulder
And lay it on me so thick
Tell me all the ways that I glow
Because I’m slipping
Even JD and KB are starting
To laugh at me
Feb 3, 2021
Feb 3, 2021 at 11:01 PM UTC
I like your style
I love you more
forever
Always
Times infinity
Lisa Frank
Rainbow kitties
Oh that’s my favorite
Kind.
Don’t lose
Your smile doodle
Cause you’re one of a kind
I like your style
Glitter, neon, it glows
Jan 29, 2021
Jan 29, 2021 at 10:00 PM UTC
A world where
Cigarettes
Are good for your
Lungs
And don’t smell
Like smoke
And knowledge
Can be installed
With WiFi
Connected to your
Brain
Like digital
Osmosis
All the pleasures
All the reward
With no work
Jan 29, 2021
Jan 29, 2021 at 9:56 PM UTC
It’s morbid
I know
But I can’t
Ignore it
I can’t seem to
Shake this
Feeling
That I’m
Living
On borrowed
Time
Destined
To die young
But keep trekking
Down this
Slippery slope
Jan 11, 2021
Jan 11, 2021 at 10:45 PM UTC
Katie runs around the tree
Then into the open
Laughing so freely
But it took her through
The ground
And now I took that
Oak to hold my
Whisky sweet
Because **** it
I need it
And Kelly went to
the field to play
But decided
She couldn’t stay
I hope they made it
Where they were headed
Because
The weight took them
Down too soon
Into the ground
Into the ground
Into the ground
Jan 11, 2021
Jan 11, 2021 at 10:26 PM UTC