On some better day
when words cannot fail
when truth tends to fade
and no one seems the same
All that i remember
is the color of your couch
kind of like the universe
in some ******** way
We're sticking
with hesitation
nothing and no one
can help us now
We're ***** and swollen
but i promise
we will give back
all that you own
It's strangely deceiving
the way that you look at me
straight in the eye
I can't help but notice
how clearly you shift to one side
Do you feel elevated?
Somehow, maybe
Sep 15, 2015
Sep 15, 2015 at 8:36 PM UTC
She choked me
this time it falls
this time around
my head is spinning
This thing....you
this thing....insecurity
it's coming down
on our heads
Im choking on this
aimlessly in all directions
guess I'll wander to the sea
**** eternity
I'll let her choke me
I'll let this break me
I'm floating
on back in the sea
your fine light
it's white light, like starlight
Becomes vacant and lost
gets harder to breathe
hahahahaha
I'm in your sea
your fingers are tight around my neck
Sep 14, 2015
Sep 14, 2015 at 8:19 PM UTC
Why don't you take off
all that eye can see
why don't you peel back
one more layer of i
Face to the floor mother ******
This is the last thing I hear
If the light of sanction
is wrapped in golden pillars
then we must step back
we must step back......and know
Sep 10, 2015
Sep 10, 2015 at 8:38 PM UTC
You have squandered your talents
and you opened up
the Pandoras's box
You are not welcome here
stay out of my home
stay out of my head
It's chilling
you just laugh
At every stupid remark
that comes crashing from your lips
Your words
are a train wreck
Global infestation
universal devastation
Its over now
Hold your tiny ****
like a triumphant king
I hear you chuckle
chuckle at your little friend
How can you be so self assured
so arrogant
with everything a failure
I doubt the words
that come rolling
off of your tounge
only fever and poison
Your out of touch
you have fallen short
left us for dead
in pool of *****
in bed of lies
Sep 9, 2015
Sep 9, 2015 at 10:11 PM UTC
I'm drawn near
and forced under
it's the subject matter
that becomes uplifting....???
Empowering, Overwhelming, defeating
Only so often
will hopelessness
come crashing in
like the rising tide
No point in fighting
Well then
just sit in silence
let it consume the best of you
Relax
there is no rush
this will only make you stronger
Sep 8, 2015
Sep 8, 2015 at 8:46 PM UTC
Maybe one day
this will seem like a far off place
should say I care,
But I can hardly stand
I stand still in space
Some kind of burden
some kind of animal
It's too late
for so many different reasons
And time continues the count down
on unflinching clock
For as long as we can
let us be a tsunami
and crash down on everything
If only I could stand
It's ever wonder
why everyone
Including I
will never lift a finger
Sep 7, 2015
Sep 7, 2015 at 10:35 PM UTC
This time it cracks
This time it breaks open
of crevice and chasm
the device is denial
Let us horde it all
in hope and desperation
until it erupts in a bellow
wailing, devoid of clarity
They disappeared
we are not hiding them
death is taking all of this from us
I guess we shoot for greatness
To stupid and numb
to fully comprehend
even upon arrival
wide eyed and dumbfounded
Breathe truth on us
let us see through the bedlam
when truth collides
with mess we are in
Sep 4, 2015
Sep 4, 2015 at 10:32 PM UTC
I look up...fall under
depth is shrinking
strip apart into string
touch it....so cold
I beg for sound
when I wake
honor is still cheap
time stops convulse again
These scabs, some shine
blind as the sun
I want to touch the sun
pride is reborn
Kicked to the ground
fit to the ground
this mud is mine
this mud is all mine
Sep 2, 2015
Sep 2, 2015 at 9:22 PM UTC
I felt secure
the latch was safely sealed....
from your eyes
I felt secure
in my latex suit safely packaged
so snug and fit
The sickness comes quick
and creeps up
like hungry success
have we forgotten
so easily distracted
it's easy to hide
I'll never turn you over
Sep 1, 2015
Sep 1, 2015 at 9:38 PM UTC
This thing chokes inside,
and breathes without reason
it makes meaning endless
it puts an end to the meaningless
Through form,
and with whisper
there lay the gap
a hole was punctured
with heat and metal
Dear Lord....
if i make good with promise
maybe You could turn back these days
I must own up
to all that I have done
suture this faithless
My faceless disguise
I trust You though
I know that You are of love
the fault is all mine
and I will open for You
I am among you
we are the children of sin
the children of sin and repair
Aug 30, 2015
Aug 30, 2015 at 9:47 PM UTC