My biggest mistake
was protecting you
from everything --
but yourself.
Mar 24, 2014
Mar 24, 2014 at 5:03 PM UTC
I will write ****** poetry
until the day I lose
the ability to sense,
the strength to feel,
the will to care,
and all memory
of ever possessing
any of the three.
Mar 24, 2014
Mar 24, 2014 at 4:57 PM UTC
I have become quite preoccupied with stomachs.
Ones that have skin stretched taut,
so thinly across that you can see every lie
they've ever swallowed.
Ones that shake
when the body laughs,
little waves threatening to spill
every emotion.
Ones that are held in,
too shy to reveal
the extent of their reach.
I have found myself reading them --
the depths of the creases,
the heights of the curves,
the shades of summer that
fade with fall.
They must mean something.
The contents of each
were not left to chance, no,
but were calculated decisions,
influenced by money, desire,
and calorie counting apps.
And I wonder,
what does my stomach say about me?
What did yours say about you?
Feb 23, 2014
Feb 23, 2014 at 3:42 AM UTC
I see too many roses
to not believe
that this city
is in love with me.
Sep 3, 2013
Sep 3, 2013 at 3:35 AM UTC
You are full of empty,
And I still don't know how that can be.
I'll get you to laugh,
and you'll forget for a minute.
I'll lay by your side,
and feel you struggle in it.
When we're together,
it's you, me, and your other.
When I gaze at your face,
I can't help but wonder:
*Do you have space for me?
Love for me?
Anything to spare for me?*
as I see you battle daily,
with this intruder I cannot see.
You can't stand my love
and don't want my pity.
You withdraw from the moment,
from our home, from this city.
You are full of empty,
And I'm still figuring out how that could be.
You are so full of empty,
is there any room for me?
Aug 19, 2013
Aug 19, 2013 at 12:59 AM UTC
I know you don't look at her.
But I know you can see her.
So tell me again why I shouldn't worry.
Aug 7, 2013
Aug 7, 2013 at 1:21 AM UTC
4.
I open my Excel spreadsheet
named "GAMEPLAN"
and stare at it.
I am trying to remember
the last time I played
a game
and won.
I cannot.
I close the spreadsheet
and use my arms
to hold myself
together.
I am unsure as to why
I feel compelled to
plan the next decade
of my life
when I've let the past
two decades
pass
me
by.
Aug 7, 2013
Aug 7, 2013 at 1:06 AM UTC
I don't think I can
Fit more perfectly into
Any other arms
Aug 5, 2013
Aug 5, 2013 at 5:09 PM UTC
