I may die tomorrow
And fall in regret
I may live tomorrow
And stay in forget
I want it so bad
But I have so much fear
Of the unseen future
Right in front of me
I'm already in the crossroad
And I can't come back
I have to do this
Or be stucked forever
One step closer
To forget or to regret
One step closer
To remember the eternal joy
Even with this good feeling
That I'll reach my need
I try to come back
I try to forget
I have to be brave
And do it for my own
'Cause I may die tomorrow
And fall in joy or regret
Aug 10, 2015
Aug 10, 2015 at 12:59 AM UTC
You are my savior
you are my doctor
you are my best friend
you are my sister
Sometimes I'm not
in the best of the moods
but when I see you
I feel hope that the brighter days are coming back
You made who I am today
you gave acceptance
and love for myself
You touched that part of my soul
I may look a little bit insecure
and I may be
but my love for you
can't be expressed with words
I wish i could do
something to thank you
I have this need inside of me
of retribution for what you gave me
I could have given up
from all of this
but you teach me
how to fix my wings and fly again
My eternal Thank you
My beautiful Princess
For saving myself
From me
I LOVE YOU
Aug 6, 2015
Aug 6, 2015 at 12:21 AM UTC
The fool is that one
who sees Beauty
with physical eyes
The kindest of the beings
feel the interior beauty
with it's heart
Aug 5, 2015
Aug 5, 2015 at 12:03 AM UTC
Don't believe
Don't see
Don't hear
Don't know
Don't
Don't feel
Don't act
Don't do
Don't fear
Don't
Don't smile
Don't try
Don't cry
Don't show
Don't
Don't dance
Don't sing
Don't write
Don't express
Don't
Don't wear
Don't make
Don't fly
Don't fall
Don't
Don't love
Don't hate
Don't live
Don't die
Don't
Don't think
Don't reflect
Don't even
Don't dare
Don't
Don't hide
Don't smoke
Don't eat
Don't drink
Don't
Don't Be
Don't Be
Don't Be
Don't Be
Don't
Aug 4, 2015
Aug 4, 2015 at 8:40 PM UTC
The quiet guy in the corner
with his trippy eyes
and a face full of mystery
and silence
In his bubble he lives
quietly inside his dark shell
thinking about life and death
n' the 'in-between'
With his thin bones
and skeletal face
behind his raven eyes
there's a light
The purest heart
reside within
within the guy in the corner
as silent as the wind
How can he know
that another corner boy
would give his tears and heart
just to see his smile?
How can the other one
have knowledge of the
feeling his lover have
as pure as his? For him
But they never spoke
and in silence they lived
till the day
of their young death
Aug 4, 2015
Aug 4, 2015 at 8:29 PM UTC
I found the mirror room
In a starless night of July
When the nocturnal birds were in silence
and my heart was pure
Theres was plenty of looking glass all around
and in the center theres was a black one
and "demonical creature"
was written in a label
With fear I took the black mirror
My image on it, changed
My flesh fell and only my skull was in my vision
The essence of my self was right in front of my eyes
The most horrible image
I saw in that black mirror
In the starless night of July
When my heart was pure
The darkness and the light
The good and evil
The life and death
The Me and I
The Demonical Creature
The Devil with it's darkness
Lucifer and it's light
Me and my Self
Jul 26, 2015
Jul 26, 2015 at 9:05 PM UTC
Oh Lord, what's going on?
You are no more with me
Your light don't show me the right way anymore
your angels abandoned me completely
except for one
with his dark wings he welcomed me
in his veiled dark world I went
and with joy they received me
and through all the night I danced
and my soul felt at home again
in this world i met a lady in black
who leaded my path with giant torches
and one day she told me "son
when you don't see my light
i'll be behind you, watching"
I'm complete
Jul 19, 2015
Jul 19, 2015 at 11:36 PM UTC
i feel your cold arms around me
i feel your cold breath in my neck
i feel your cold voice whispering in my ear
i feel your cold heart beating in my back
the comfort you gives me makes me cry
my heart will always belong to you
so as my soul
so as my body
you are always with me
even when i cannot see
you say "you belong to me
but your spirit is free"
the darkness of my world
is so similar to yours
the loneliness of my heart
and the emptiness of your
with your helmet i went to the shadows
in your chariot i ran away from this
in your world i could rest
with your presence i felt at home again
where are you now
my invisible master?
when are we going to meet again
and celebrate the joy of death?
whenever i'm crying
your long fingers cleans my tears
whenever i'm smiling
your dark eyes look into my soul
i feel your cold arms around me
i feel your cold breath in my neck
i feel your cold voice whispering in my ear
i feel your cold heart beating in my back
and you've never been here
alive
Jul 18, 2015
Jul 18, 2015 at 3:23 PM UTC
I went to the rabbit hole inside my head
I'm falling into my own madness
There's a drink that makes me small
And a cake that makes me tall
I made my path through the Wonderland
I meet the queen and the Cheshire cat
I played croquet and I smoked that thing
And the mad hatter i also met
But there's something that gave me nightmares
And it's not that cake that makes me tall
It's the mysterious looking glass room
That showed me the truth behind of it all
That mirror brought me back
To the sad and weird reality
I've learned life is what you make it be
And it's all about duality
Please do not get me wrong
Just be yourself with love and respect
Don't be selfish or silly
People are bad and eternally (?) wrecked
No, i'm not out wonderland
I just don't hide it anymore
And i don't care of what people think of it
Their thoughts are just ***** and poor
I can live in Wonderland
'Cause wonderland lives inside of me
Jul 18, 2015
Jul 18, 2015 at 2:47 AM UTC