marycait - Hello Poetry

But wrapped up in the sounds of blaring sirens, radiators bellowing heat, the emptiness of each room, the hush of isolation, I don’t feel welcome. Thin walls, Holding me in Doors locked from the outside world All lights turned up for false safety I glare at the blank TV Sitting, Unable to make myself move Hollow of feeling other than loneliness. Lay myself down on the mesh of burnt orange and brown Cloak my arms around my body, inhale the aroma of a stale apartment that doesn’t smell like home.

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Dec 29, 2012

Dec 29, 2012 at 11:37 PM UTC

home

But wrapped up in the sounds of blaring sirens, radiators bellowing heat, the emptiness of each room, the hush of isolation, I don’t feel welcome. Thin walls, Holding me in Doors locked from the outside world All lights turned up for false safety I glare at the blank TV Sitting, Unable to make myself move Hollow of feeling other than loneliness. Lay myself down on the mesh of burnt orange and brown Cloak my arms around my body, inhale the aroma of a stale apartment that doesn’t smell like home.

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My heart hurts for you today I wish I would have thought about working it through Staying with you, fall back into your love Fall asleep in your beautiful crooked smile Feel your warm breath against my skin Have I made a mistake? I wish I were still in our love I wish you were still walking through life with me, holding my hand The intensity of our love Now all I feel against my skin… Is tears. Take me away, please take me away I hear all around me, you weren’t good for me You have a bad vibe, you aren’t good But you were good for me, good to me You controlled and I fell in it, still in it Can’t get away from its slowly tightening grip It’s wrong, But I can’t say no. I want it, I want it to take me over I want to give up on not having you anymore. Take me over again. Steal me into your heart Only for you to keep, all for yourself. Never let me out of your darkness Steal me to where the sun never shined so bright, but where the rain can take over at any moment Wash me into the deep waves Gasping for breath Hardly being able to escape Why do you still consume my soul? It hurts, oh it hurts Wash my soul clean from the darkness The darkness, you brought upon me How do I let you go? Where will you go? You will go live your life, and I will live mine Entirely separate. Never being one again. Our connection is gone. Have I escaped or Have I made a mistake? What is the answer. There is not a one.

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Dec 29, 2012

Dec 29, 2012 at 11:35 PM UTC

my heart hurts for you today

My heart hurts for you today I wish I would have thought about working it through Staying with you, fall back into your love Fall asleep in your beautiful crooked smile Feel your warm breath against my skin Have I made a mistake? I wish I were still in our love I wish you were still walking through life with me, holding my hand The intensity of our love Now all I feel against my skin… Is tears. Take me away, please take me away I hear all around me, you weren’t good for me You have a bad vibe, you aren’t good But you were good for me, good to me You controlled and I fell in it, still in it Can’t get away from its slowly tightening grip It’s wrong, But I can’t say no. I want it, I want it to take me over I want to give up on not having you anymore. Take me over again. Steal me into your heart Only for you to keep, all for yourself. Never let me out of your darkness Steal me to where the sun never shined so bright, but where the rain can take over at any moment Wash me into the deep waves Gasping for breath Hardly being able to escape Why do you still consume my soul? It hurts, oh it hurts Wash my soul clean from the darkness The darkness, you brought upon me How do I let you go? Where will you go? You will go live your life, and I will live mine Entirely separate. Never being one again. Our connection is gone. Have I escaped or Have I made a mistake? What is the answer. There is not a one.

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Boy Get you I don’t Burning in the back Am I You call Come I ensure You put me Last on that list, Busy From me I believed Hopeful I stayed Fading Can only last prolonged Soon push Too far Fall will I Catch You will not

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Dec 29, 2012

Dec 29, 2012 at 11:23 PM UTC

Downhearted

Boy Get you I don’t Burning in the back Am I You call Come I ensure You put me Last on that list, Busy From me I believed Hopeful I stayed Fading Can only last prolonged Soon push Too far Fall will I Catch You will not

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I said to you Stop the pitter-patter of my chest **** those butterflies that flitter-flutter Pluck the wings Vibrantly colored annexes fall just like our love The pulses of you are gone Only thumps and pumps In this chest Of mine.

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Dec 29, 2012

Dec 29, 2012 at 11:18 PM UTC

Extensions of you

I said to you Stop the pitter-patter of my chest **** those butterflies that flitter-flutter Pluck the wings Vibrantly colored annexes fall just like our love The pulses of you are gone Only thumps and pumps In this chest Of mine.

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