I count the hours in diapers, wipes, formula and tiny prepackaged jars of mashed food.
I count the weeks in early morning babble, and bedtime stories. In cuddles.
I count the months in doctors appointments and milestones; first teeth, rolling, talking, crawling, walking.
I count my heart beats when they stop because of tumbles, rolls and kabonka bonks.
I count my smiles in discovery, first aided and unaided steps; when small things to me seem so big and new to him.
I count my tears in sleepless nights, upset tummies, and runny noses.
But if you ask me the time, or what day it is, I won't be able to tell you. Because I count time in moments. They go by so fast, and if I stop to blink or give you the time I will miss them.
Dec 6, 2014
Dec 6, 2014 at 3:47 PM UTC
I came to a field where the winds echoed the sound of your voice
And I wept
Sowing the seeds of sorrow with regret
Wait for me
But your voice fell upon deaf ears
I am asleep at the helm of my ship
Covered in mounds of vegetation not fit to feed even the wicked
WHERE ARE YOU
I cannot hear the sound of my voice, neither can I dig you out from this sick soul pit
I fear you are drowning
How do I pull you to shore when there is no shore to be seen?
How can I find you inner child, if you are so unwilling to find me?
Nov 20, 2014
Nov 20, 2014 at 12:05 AM UTC
Where does solitude go
when I close my eyes at night
When the lights go out
does it disappear
Or does it cuddle up between the sheets
If so, who are all of these people I see
as I sleep
Are all these faces solitudes way of trying to comfort me?
Sep 4, 2014
Sep 4, 2014 at 11:19 AM UTC
Today I swallowed a hole
It voraciously
Devoured me whole
Insidious pit
And you
Moist pig
Fell inside of me
Exposing entrails to
This Gnawing
Gluttony for what it's worth
Is only a problem
Perverse
And what I know
Is you too are a hole
And two empties
Does not a whole
create
Aug 30, 2014
Aug 30, 2014 at 2:27 PM UTC
Whenever I think about writing
I always think about water
Drip Drip Drip
An ebbing tide
My thoughts melt and disperse
A damp day
Soft drizzle
I am the fog carried listlessly over an open ocean
Hitherto
Aug 7, 2014
Aug 7, 2014 at 11:24 PM UTC
I woke up adrift this morning
Guilt a million leagues deep
Nothing done is undone
This Morning
Apologies do not come free
The sun which glistens
Upon the drops
Between my moistened
Thighs
Carry this morning's
Sin
Trembling ashamed
Of the lust which came
Into me last night
My mouth has forsworn this place
My darling, forgive me
Please
Of the low hanging fruit I partook
Above the devils knees
Writhing snakes within me bid
Eat
The meat is
ripe and sweet
Aug 3, 2014
Aug 3, 2014 at 2:53 PM UTC