from the cradle to the tomb
something, something - here I boom
the thoughts in your head
are your only threat
get rid of those
what’s left? who knows
discovering the purpose
no limits, no “no”s
i am the vortex
flow where it flows
at the tip of it, woooh!
if not us, who knows
no shame
no clothes
light a blunt
here it goes
the unstoppable flows
riding by you little hoes
i’m coming for your neck
wrapped in this thread
turn the lights before you close
after the head and empty clothes
hear it calling in my bones
says one who thinks he knows
death is with you
it always shows
whispers blow
it’s time to go
no life to spend
on fear. too slow
i need my time
lived out in full
Jun 15, 2021
Jun 15, 2021 at 5:49 AM UTC
Don't drop the needle
you are trying to thread -
it will someday bring you bread
Sustenance for the soul
that’s filling with void
You try to avoid which
you cannot a-void
Work with the emptiness
and fill it with joy
Even when you know
it will end with more toil
Mar 30, 2020
Mar 30, 2020 at 5:34 PM UTC
Drowning in a deepening pool full of tomorrow
our pleasant existence has come to sorrow
Do we want to endure?
as if there was a choice
we buried the past
now dig deeper
for tomorrow - it comes
Mar 20, 2020
Mar 20, 2020 at 4:50 PM UTC
I see myself through the eyes of a flying raven
walking down a labyrinth of nature's structures
taking a turn
then turning back to take the
right
1
only to take the "Right One" again a few moments later.
walking with my fellow prisoners
trapped in the same human race
how lost!
we only see our narrow view...
desperately
we advance through the streets
hoping to quench our hurting hope
can you see? we never will!
not forever
not even for long
the pleasant feeling will last for a bit :)
then, soon after, that moment will come
to change everything
so that everything new can become.
until the day there is no
“more!”
until the day there is
no more
Mar 19, 2020
Mar 19, 2020 at 5:57 PM UTC
I just like holding you.
I never heard it like that.
Feb 4, 2020
Feb 4, 2020 at 2:47 PM UTC
What is life?
Depends on how much you want to grasp.
We can use a few definitions:
It is an iterative loop
of gathering input,
interpreting it,
deciding on a course of action,
doing it,
repeating it.
It is a process of molecular biology
building machines,
which transfer [genetic] information,
and evolve into ever more complex forms
in a growing web of interactions.
It is a conscious experience
- maybe that's all it is -
maybe it is nothing special.
but I sure want to know if it
is multi-level, does my body
experience various levels of
experience? Is it something
like to be my cells?
Is it something to be a country,
the internet, all of interconnected
life?
What is it?
There is no single answer.
All of it is true. All of it is life.
Jan 29, 2020
Jan 29, 2020 at 3:21 PM UTC
Wrapped up in a struggling cloud of comprehension
We funnel through a discriminating vortex of environmental interaction
The influence of which is of grievous importance
being the leading criteria for the evaluation of our being
Feb 11, 2019
Feb 11, 2019 at 4:13 PM UTC
Truth be told
my life is a mystery
on a course to unfold
i do not know its meaning
and have yet to learn the being of myself
but it is imperative that i learn the deeper basis of reality
If i am to circumvent this ever-spreading void
The void separating existence from extinction
i like to think my intentions are pure
and that i understand the world
Thus make decisions that do not need
to lead to inner emotional warfare
But i know it is not so
so many things done are abhorrent and gruel
i anticipate the pain yet to be endured
points in life, of ever-present horror
It is truly a mystery
the answer is not known
for i do not have the right question
To end this speculatory heuristical navigation
Feb 11, 2019
Feb 11, 2019 at 4:10 PM UTC
You drive forth what has been driven before you.
You sit in the front seat
for half an inch.
Then the next successful combination overtakes you
and leaves you sitting on a bench.
Dec 15, 2018
Dec 15, 2018 at 9:03 AM UTC
So let me get this straight
i'm living out my faith?
Evolution equipped me with patterns
that are impossible to break?
They can be quite useful
for they really do help
to navigate this world
and continue building
what has already been made
Still..
all we have is the illusion of authority
for
.free-will could never be free.
It’s too expensive for the universe to manifest.
It would be impossible to change the pattern of all that energy
with just the impulse of a few thoughts
Imagine
Your brain with all those neurons
All those connections
All that information
All those algorithms embedded by selection
All those mechanisms, that created your body
All the baggage...
has been dragged through time since the dawn of life.
That honed pattern of existing
could not be broken and changed with simple thinking.
So with this in mind, i'm simply left here thinking.
Dec 15, 2018
Dec 15, 2018 at 8:52 AM UTC