We are all searching for love.
Funny thing is that
there's no need for a search.
Love lives within us.
Love just needs to be awakened.
When someone walks into your life,
They stop by and give it meaning.
Jul 30, 2015
Jul 30, 2015 at 12:37 AM UTC
Summer came early in the month of May. Miles apart, there we stood. A simple sunset photograph initiated a new beginning.
One conversation led to the next, and next. Next thing you knew, hours of the day, were passing in a matter of minutes. As the dates passed, the connection grew stronger. He stared me down, I knew his game, and still my eyes, fell to the ground.
Feelings originated accompanied by trepidation. Little did I expect for this to become a little something. A little something that came straight from nothing.
Realizing my fears there I stood completely lost and out of place. "Too good to be true", I told myself. A man right in front of me, who was so different, yet so resembling. Was this all a show? The typical "man" who makes a woman fall hopelessly in love, and then leaves her tearing and hurting.
Resisting to the feelings, a shell I put. My self-defense mechanisms played its role. The days flew by, and there I stood, once again, in the middle of July, feeling that change of season. Fall just made me lose my mind.
There's not a lot left. I'm hitting rock bottom. It's cold here in the shadows with no light. Winter has hit stronger than ever. I'm becoming numb. I need his warm embrace.
Time has become my worst enemy. I wish I can face my fears. Love does not come easy at all. I've missed him so much. I miss the words we use to say. Im trapped inside a dream and I don't see him next to me. I don't know if he has just set me free.
Spring is around the corner. I'm taking it slow. I want to be his favorite thing, and so be beautiful. Get drunk on that good life, where I will take him to paradise. My little something that came straight from nothing, open your eyes and realize your not just something.
Jul 29, 2015
Jul 29, 2015 at 1:26 AM UTC