i'm forgetful when you're around
maybe when you're away too
i don't know
i cant remember
May 16, 2023
May 16, 2023 at 9:15 AM UTC
i have a bad habit of staring into the sun.
back then, i could blame my innocence,
maybe ignorance, but
what's my excuse now?
Mar 31, 2023
Mar 31, 2023 at 8:17 AM UTC
the past still haunts me
it's living in my mind
&when I think ive healed
my wounds are cut back open.
as im about to bleed out
you bandage my heart
temporarily.
May 17, 2021
May 17, 2021 at 11:34 PM UTC
as I lay here, dying in your arms,
terrifying thoughts of the afterlife flood my mind.
it seems the devil has his chains around my ankles
slowly dragging me into a deep abyss of perpetual darkness.
my soul is now ascending out of my body
as it is left to rot in a world full of corruption.
you're my last glimpse of life,
i can still feel you pulling me closer.
your last kiss, so passionate,
your last touch, so spiritual.
i lay here, motionless, paralyzed in time,
dying in your arms, so beautifully.
Jan 31, 2015
Jan 31, 2015 at 11:49 PM UTC
everything i've ever felt will all mean nothing as i lie in my bed, and let it all bleed out. the dark red stains on my grey bedsheets are left to remind those of whom i loved,
that their love wasn't enough,
to save me from myself.
Nov 12, 2014
Nov 12, 2014 at 11:14 PM UTC
last night,
I saw the stars in your eyes,
& the only difference between you & them,
is that they were long dead,
but you,
have got a soul that will never die,
as long as you preside by me.
I saw a shooting star,
& I wished,
I hoped,
that this night would never end,
and by some kind of miracle,
this love would last too.
but 'twas a mere fantasy,
as the night,
ended,
but as wishes do not come true,
miracles,
do.
Jul 31, 2014
Jul 31, 2014 at 3:05 AM UTC
loving you is like staring into the sun;
so beautiful, yet so blinding.
I find myself kissing your lips, only to taste your sweet poison.
as I trace the lines of your heart with my fingertips, self-conflicting thoughts flood my mind as I stroll down the path of destruction.
this beauty is now worthless, as I am now blind.
Jun 8, 2014
Jun 8, 2014 at 11:28 PM UTC
I am a broken teenage girl, unaware of my corrupt insanity
anxiety fills my conscience along with insidious darkness
I wonder why the world is so cold and painful, as frostbite is to my lips
a taste so bitter all forms of hope are demolished
I hear the voices of past souls, trying to advise me to turn around
but I persist to shield my ears, leading me to restless nights
I see shadows of my tormented past, guiding me to obscure loneliness
haunting me with past doubts and sorrow
I want to live my life without the regrets, regrets still chewing away at my being
unsympathetic to my cries of solitude
I am a broken teenage girl, unaware of the demons trying to attack me
oppressed by antiquated misery that dwells in the darkness of my mind
I pretend I don’t hear them shrieking my name
like a banshee in the celtic sea
I feel them gnawing at the depth of my perspectives
unable to see beyond the path of obstruction
I touch the feelings of joy and happiness, but am never able to grasp it
the guiding light seems to dim to darkness as my vision blurs to black
I worry that these demons will not flee
They vow bottomless wealth with a side of endless burning
I worry that they will eventually rule my mind body and soul
My senescent spirit is tempted by the sinister evils of the malicious ghouls hungry for empathy
I am a broken teenage girl, unaware of my corrupt insanity
Jun 8, 2014
Jun 8, 2014 at 9:42 PM UTC