If I can say
the things I feel, the wind
would die out
If I can explain how hard I cry
my eyes would tell you
I am only surviving just for today
I submerge myself in my own sadness
believing I won't drown
My heart sinks
while my mind runs like blizzards
in a storm
Being so scared the past will drag me
I am only one person
who knows how it feels
when I am only punishing myself for it
The heart I am made with
can only handle so much of this
Jun 3, 2022
Jun 3, 2022 at 4:10 AM UTC
just as the stars sank,
he keeps holding me away from harm
when I felt only half of everything
I stood up, with only a hat to cover my heart
he is forever my everything.
Sep 1, 2021
Sep 1, 2021 at 4:37 PM UTC
the problem with me is that I don't stop thinking
I am always at a loss for words, but when i'm faced with you
it feels like I have been waiting to speak with you my whole life.
the emotion that binds me
to the thoughts of wondering faces and misconceptions
I have stored, I can't face them all alone
But those soft dainty hands he lays on my cheek
like a whispering gust of wind
I feel him everyday
every day is a day I morn for him
but when the mind is filled with nothing but his lips
I feel founded by the memories
Sep 1, 2021
Sep 1, 2021 at 4:33 PM UTC
Thing about you is
I can’t ******* let go of you.
Even when we are at our worst,
you are always there for me
to make sure I’m okay.
You have been there for me
when I needed you the most when I was down you picked me right back up.
I love you so much for that.
Thank you for making me a better person.
-
You bring me back to my reality.
I feel so hopeless,
Never let my guard so down, but I did
With you
Everything is where it’s supposed to be
With you, with us.
Still loving you, even on my worst days.
Never been so relaxed with this
But at least it’s with you.
Apr 29, 2021
Apr 29, 2021 at 2:39 AM UTC
Time
has never felt so precious to me
until now
Sep 14, 2020
Sep 14, 2020 at 12:56 AM UTC
Let yourself go
with all the doubts and losing battles
there is no way we can win them all
the cost of learning
we will learn to fly again
when we fall.
we also cannot lift bodies that
do not want to be rescued;
never settle for less when you can settle for more.
take it slow with process
and process will come to you,
maybe even greater
Apr 24, 2020
Apr 24, 2020 at 9:31 PM UTC
The tenderness on your body isn't forever.
But for 16, a curled frown of a fiddled head
fern and forests
just wasted by the sun, your traveled generous thighs
in which we've become to tie boundlessly by.
The innocence and wisdom of the place my tongue has found
there by what all came from;
i'd advise as in the present, I lived in satiation
by the way she lit up candles,
and held my body like warmth
and my heart like glass in this home.
no wonder why our ribs are cages for the heart,
except mines managed to escape and loved so much with the heart
so it consumed me, and she consumed my all I can offer.
"you are way too loving for this world"
soon, your touch on me, firmness, protectiveness, and love
held onto me, searching me out of your tongue, and slender fingers
reaching for mines,
so whatever happens, I pray it will be with you.
Feb 9, 2020
Feb 9, 2020 at 1:33 AM UTC
You were created in this world
you ruptured yourself into the world
and caught on fire as you grew older
that crafted you into what you are
and what you will become.
Feb 3, 2020
Feb 3, 2020 at 8:23 PM UTC
There is nothing wrong with your body,
this is an example
this would be a perfect example
no one taught them not to grab
tell him to keep it in his pants
now we go feeling unsure of our bodies
I led my life to fighting the distractions
so did they
nothing is wrong with you or your body
Feb 1, 2020
Feb 1, 2020 at 1:17 AM UTC
You are in my written poetry
I portray you as someone I look up to
I sense the feeling you're capable
Of being that person.
You are in my head
Pinpointing the level of anxiety
I get from you, when you tell me you have fantasies of other people.
I portray you as my killer
You killed the most beautiful thing inside me
You wrapped me up in a plastic bag
And sold my heart to the wolves.
I portrayed you as the person
Who lifts me; in reality you brought me to my knees.
I want to see you as the better person,
But that just hasn't happened.
Dec 28, 2019
Dec 28, 2019 at 4:27 AM UTC