I'm not good at being alone
Thoughts comes and hunts me
I'm getting miserable
Depression and selfharm
I'm not good at being social
Do they even want me around?
Just staying silence
Angst all over
I'm afraid of myself
How can it be?
Why can't I just relax
And be with my friends?
Who can teach me to live?
Teach me to do spontanious things!
Maybe I'm not build that way
I will never get free.
Nov 21, 2014
Nov 21, 2014 at 5:14 PM UTC
Why do I have to wake up
Feeling like this?
Why do I have to wish
That everything was different?
Why do I have to cry
Every single day?
Why can't I just
make myself happy again?
Why are these thoughts hunting me
Why do they have to tear me apart
Why am I letting them do it?
Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 2:58 PM UTC
Like the sun is rising the light,
Like the moon is glowing in the dark,
I can feel it
London is calling me.
I feel it in my heart,
London is where I'm going
The lights will repair my soul
The streets will be my friend
London is where I'm going to be happy again
Like the sun is rising the dark,
Like the moon is glowing in the dark,
I can feel it
London is the place
Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 2:52 PM UTC
Here I am again
On my bed
Looking at the ceiling
Wondering
Thinking
Crying
Thoughts about my life
Thoughts about myself
Thoughts about sadness
Controlled by thoughts
All hate and anger
Wishing I could escape
Here I am again
On my bed
At midnight
Crying
Sep 2, 2014
Sep 2, 2014 at 3:27 PM UTC
Those nights you're not here
leaves my bed half full
leaves the pillows untouched
leaves me missing you
Those nights you're here
makes the room full
makes the blankets warm
makes me loving you
Those nights
with or without you
are alle nights
where I think about you
Aug 23, 2014
Aug 23, 2014 at 2:46 PM UTC