Tonight they're loud
louder than usual
tonight they're strong
stronger than me
tonight they're going to take me
take me with them
where an attempt becomes a success
tonight it all ends
Jun 9, 2015
Jun 9, 2015 at 2:59 AM UTC
Excuse me my love
but you're not my all anymore
I'm trying to get out of this place and you're trying to ruin everything
I tried so hard to not give up
but you my dear are not my all anymore
Apr 20, 2015
Apr 20, 2015 at 4:07 PM UTC
I don't need you
no not anymore
your true colors are dark as coal
and you're colder than ever
the truth is, is I would have done anything for you
now I sympathize you, your style of life
it's clear you can't comprehend that you can't survive feeding off of someone's own self worth
you can't take that from someone just so you can feel once again
Feb 24, 2015
Feb 24, 2015 at 8:28 PM UTC
darling, does it frighten you to know that I'm ready to **** myself
Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 9:15 AM UTC
it's always been you
your smile is incredible
the way you wrapped your arms around me was thrilling
and your breath on my neck as you whispered was intoxicating
it put me in a trance
and you broke my heart
over and over again
but it will always be you
Jan 22, 2015
Jan 22, 2015 at 9:59 AM UTC
They're coming back and I can't fight them, they're angrier this time
they're mad that I shoved them into a place for away when you came along
now you're gone and I'm broken
but of course you're still fine
while my demons are rising to the surface you're not doing a **** thing
I'm on my own this time
I feel them surrounding me
they whisper things I don't like to hear
but they're right, I am worthless
and I deserve everything they bring to me
Jan 19, 2015
Jan 19, 2015 at 12:25 PM UTC
you can only break so many times until you lose a piece of yourself permanently
you have picked up my heart carried it like I was a princess then threw it on the ground stepped on it and walked away
and as I sat there trying to pick up the pieces you came back picked it up again and said the same three words that make me hate you
"I love you"
and just like that the fool I am I gave my heart right back to you
and you smashed it again with your own selfish reasons
as I lay there numb you come back one more time and I fall for you again to get rid of this lurid feeling
you smashed it one final time
that time I broke along with it
Jan 19, 2015
Jan 19, 2015 at 12:19 PM UTC
If we are born to die and we all die to live
Then what's the point of living life if it just contradicts
Apr 27, 2014
Apr 27, 2014 at 1:13 PM UTC
when you're with me there's some kind of truth
it's not a dream,
it's lucid, amazing, but so unreal
something I can't control
I tried not to think of what might happen
when you're gone and I'm still here,
the possibilities are endless
I guess I just wait
until the day my dreams are fufilled
and you're mine again.
Mar 26, 2014
Mar 26, 2014 at 2:31 PM UTC
" does it depress you to know how alone you really are "
Yes, yes it does my love.
Feb 25, 2014
Feb 25, 2014 at 12:53 AM UTC