I've always stayed behind
never up front and confident
unlike my friends...
always high and mighty
up front they stay
always leaving me behind
never waiting
at some point they keep me at the edge
instead of being at the edge,
be behind that edge.
fall even
if it means always being there with someone
someone cares.
care? who will care for me?
Oct 1, 2024
Oct 1, 2024 at 2:04 PM UTC
you laughed at my anger
I took it as a sign
a sign you didn't care
didn't understand me
but I was the one who didn't understand
I was the one who took your laughter as disrespect
it was just you trying
trying to calm down my flames
you were only trying to fix me
fix what's going to happen next
change it so it doesn't get bad
you were the one understanding me
I just took it as
as...
as something I can't explain
but you can clearly explain it
break it down and explain it to me
that's what I admire but I also misunderstand you so much
I don't deserve you
I really don't...
Sep 18, 2024
Sep 18, 2024 at 6:52 PM UTC
you were cruel
the intoxicating type of cruel
the type that'll lure me to you
to everyone you'd be a monster,
to me
you're one cruel son of a gun..
the type I'll be keeping
forever.
now what's really cruel is how much you ignore me,
how much you make me jealous
it makes me insane, love...
just please be more gentle with my heart?
don't use it like a punching bag...
I beg of you..
Sep 2, 2024
Sep 2, 2024 at 12:37 AM UTC
I said 'I love you'
To you
Not anyone else
I'd lie
Rob
Leave
Block
Just do ANYTHING
All for you
You and you only
But when you leave..
Leave me
I'm gone
Your my everything
Your my world
I must've been a fool..
To believe you bluff
It stung, dear
It stung as if glass
Were in my eyes
My skin
My organs
I was so attached
So blind and foolish to not see it
See your lies
Aug 30, 2024
Aug 30, 2024 at 10:08 PM UTC
It's like the only time I can see out of this hole
Is when I'm trying to make sure others don't see
That I'm digging it deeper
And
Deeper
And
Deeper
And falling
Further
And
Further
And
Further
Until I can't get out of this deadly hole
Aug 30, 2024
Aug 30, 2024 at 10:00 PM UTC
When you promised me 'forever'
I was too foolish to think
To imagine that you'd keep your word
Because you never did
You never even tried...
I was taught that those things
Should be felt louder than heard
Aug 30, 2024
Aug 30, 2024 at 9:50 PM UTC
drown
the human body is made up of water
more than half obviously
I guess that's why I always feel like im
drowning
in silence
all alone I'm,
sinking all the way to the bottom without realizing
Aug 29, 2024
Aug 29, 2024 at 11:52 AM UTC
Time is consuming
time is valuable
time is also a distraction
time creates tension and worrysome
while there is a way people can speed it up
just not you
a certain someone
my certain someone turns years into months
months to days
days to hours
talking to them for hours just feels like 10 minutes
ten **** minutes.
they've got me all around their finger
lovesick
all ooey-gooey
I cant even say good bye without trying to keep them
all to myself
only to me
mine
mine only
my favorite person is only mine.
Aug 29, 2024
Aug 29, 2024 at 11:38 AM UTC