maradieux
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What if the right one came and I still can't feel a thing?
Nov 7, 2016
Nov 7, 2016 at 11:46 PM UTC
sadness, madness:
to have your heart broken
and
to write about it
like it's the most beautiful thing
you've ever felt
and experienced
and
like it's the most beautiful thing
to feel
when it actually kills you.
— l. m
Jan 7, 2016
Jan 7, 2016 at 3:59 AM UTC
[31 October]
I've always had this guy of my dream—the guy I wish I had, and the guy I wish I'd have. And you, you are like a dream came true when you walked in. You are everything I have and could ever ask for. You make me want to love when I don't even want to look at someone twice. Maybe me have met before—maybe before this year, or before this life. Maybe my heart has always fallen for you before. Maybe that's why you're everything I could ever wish for.
I don't know if we're going to end up with each other, but I wish we will—cause my dear, you're the one I want to live my dreams with.
And if we don't, that's okay. I'll still wish for you in another life.
—l.m
Dec 4, 2015
Dec 4, 2015 at 12:24 AM UTC
I bought a white rose today. Not for anyone, not even for anything. It's for me. I buy myself flowers; they make me happy. And I'll do whatever it takes to make myself happy.
All my life, I've been sacrificing everything—even myself—for people who couldn't even appreciate it.
And I think, I think now is time to love myself.
Nov 30, 2015
Nov 30, 2015 at 12:07 AM UTC
Lately, I've been craving love more
I miss having someone around
Someone who can make me forget about you
and everything you did to me
Someone to hold me when I'm falling apart
Someone to tell me I'm beautiful,
even with my brokenness
Someone to tell me they still want to kiss my lips
after they see me crumbling down crying and
shaking all over
Someone to remind me that I don't really need you anymore in my life
even though I miss you sometimes
Someone to remind me that I don't need to run back to what broke me just because I miss them
Someone who could help me build myself to be whole again
Someone who loves me that much that they don't let me depend on them, **cause
once you get attached, that's when you give them the power to break you**
─l.m
Nov 10, 2015
Nov 10, 2015 at 11:28 PM UTC