Like her, the angel He sent from above
who was the one person I truly loved.
She changed everything and made my life worthwhile.
She was the only one who could make me smile.
She really doesn't understand how much she means.
I'll never be as happy as I've been.
She was my heart and my soul,
She filled me with joy and made me whole.
She was my world, my greatest treasure.
I loved her so much that it couldn't be measured.
I remember every moment we had.
All our memories I miss so much.
I wish we could go back in time,
When I was hers and she was mine.
I'd always protect her and let nothing harm her.
How ironic it was though that she was my armor.
She always made me feel so secure.
No matter what went wrong, she always had a cure.
With her I felt absolutely no fear,
But now I'm scared of anything that comes near.
She healed me and put me back together,
So I held on to her; she was my tether.
Sadly, she suddenly cut the rope,
And with it went my happiness and hope.
The spell had finally been broken
As I realized I had awoken.
It had all just been a dream,
No matter how real it may have seemed.
Everything I felt had been an illusion,
Explained by the way it left me in shock and confusion.
My best dream became my worst nightmare.
She vanished while she was right there.
She left me to struggle on my own.
She left me stranded, isolated, and all alone.
I had to wake up and realize
That the only real truth are real lies.
But I can truly tell her, "You're the sweetest dream I ever had,"
And for that, I can only be grateful and glad.
To be happy again, I'll have to relive the past.
Hold on to every memory for as long as they last,
To look back at how I used to feel,
To remember them as if they were real.
Even though it's over, l'll have to pretend,
Because all good things must come to an end.
Jul 17, 2018
Jul 17, 2018 at 2:39 AM UTC
I'm tired of dreaming.
I'm through with trying.
Tired of living, yet scared of dying.
Maybe things are good for you,
but look at all that I've been through.
Look at all the pain I've won.
I bet you think that it's been fun.
You never thought I'd turn away.
You never believed you'd see this day.
Look again cuz here I go
leaving behind all I know.
Changing it all as I must do.
Not daring to stop and think things through.
Wanting to run as fast as I can,
not stopping until I understand.
Like why did I let things get this way?
Why didn't I leave yesterday?
How are things going to be,
since there is no more you and me.
Jul 16, 2018
Jul 16, 2018 at 4:10 PM UTC
Someday you'll miss me like I missed you, Someday you'll cry
For me like I cried for you, Someday you'll want me back like I
Wanted you, Someday you'll understand why you broke my heart
When I didn't, someday you'll understand that I was the only
Girl that put up with all your mess, when your own family didn't
Someday you'll know how pain feels how you hurt me
Someday your life will turn upside down, like mine did when you broke my heart
Someday you'll have someone hurt you like you hurt me
Someday you'll realize how lonely life can be.
Someday you can sit down and think how much I meant to you
When you meant the world to me,
Someday you'll know how I really felt
Someday you'll try to come back to me like I tried with you
But someday you'll love me when I won't love you.
Jul 16, 2018
Jul 16, 2018 at 4:06 PM UTC
I wish you knew the way I felt
Everytime I looked at you,
I wish you knew my heart would melt
When I thought of me and you,
I wish you knew the pain you caused
When you chose to love someone new,
I was about to tell you but I paused
When I tried to say, "I LOVE YOU"...
Jul 16, 2018
Jul 16, 2018 at 4:02 PM UTC
Some some sweet talks
Silent stars nights darks
And the only topic of my conversation,
Will be....
You are mine... dearest
Jul 16, 2018
Jul 16, 2018 at 4:00 PM UTC
L is for lovely
O is for obsession
V is for violet
E is for elegant
Jul 16, 2018
Jul 16, 2018 at 3:56 PM UTC
My words are dried
Feeling short of supply
Where will I find the words
I'm still grieving in pain
Heart is still bleeding
My words are dried
Since I lost her.
Listening to the songs
Back too back.
Waching the roof in dark.
Saying to myself
Let her go.
Will I ever be able to write again.
Mar 25, 2018
Mar 25, 2018 at 8:05 AM UTC
How it feels to leave a city which saw you grow mature. I still remember when i came here 12yrs back I was just a rookie. It was this city which gave new prospects to my life. Gave me friends who will last for my life. Showered me with love and affection. Gave me sense of maturity. Made me an entrepreneur, saw me rise and fall. Got love which shall be cherished for life tough i lost her. Feeling like I'm leaving something behind. Sense of losing some part of myself has grieved my mind. But I will be back after sometime. I would love to COME back to my home. But for a while I should move on, I'm leaving my soul behind on streets Where i wandered, places i visited, places where i partied all night with friends. I will be back after sometime. Visit my home.
Mar 5, 2018
Mar 5, 2018 at 12:45 AM UTC
What does it feel when we have a heart filled with joy and happiness.
Can anyone tell me?
Cause I have forgot how it feels being happy.
Mind is stuck at something and divided in two parts.
One is filled with the pressure of Work and deadlines.
Other one is filled with the thoughts of her.
Once work is finished, I left idle and mind goes completely blank.
As if it's shifting from left to right.
And the play of thoughts starts.
I'm getting habitual for this kind shift.
First it use to hurt me a lot heart use to ache.
Now I'm so habitual to it that like it's a drug if i don't take it and feel the highskies i won't get the peace. I have started to enjoy this feeling too.
Hope it would not **** me,
My eyes are wide open all my senses reignited.
I don't need to drink, Or smoke because I'm already high.
So please someone tell how it feels to be happy. And filled with joy.
Feb 20, 2018
Feb 20, 2018 at 7:16 AM UTC
Im just trying to fall in love with myself
Its better than investing in somebody else
I can make myself happy.
I don’t have, think what someone will think
If I drink,
If I stare at any girl,
If I hangout with friends for long hours.
I don’t have to buy flowers for,
I don’t have to think before eating what im eating,
Now i eat, drink, hangout, sleep, exercise.
Take weekend rides on bike.
No thinking of future.
I have home which is sufficient for me.
Now im thinking to by a new rides in this year,
A foreign trip with some cool destinations.
And Goa will become a second home for me.
I earn enough money so I can shop daily,
Date a new girl daily,
Make unplanned trips.
I’m just preparing to fall in love with myself.
Feb 17, 2018
Feb 17, 2018 at 2:33 PM UTC