manda - Hello Poetry

I thought we were through i thought i was done for months and months i felt nothing we were together but i was gone when it ended i expected to feel released, a new freedom but instead, i got nothing i felt nothing no joy, no happiness, no pain no sense of loss or freedom to find something new nothing and now after months and months and almost years, i remember. i love you. i wish you wanted me too.

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Sep 14, 2010

Sep 14, 2010 at 11:15 AM UTC

Wrong.

I thought we were through i thought i was done for months and months i felt nothing we were together but i was gone when it ended i expected to feel released, a new freedom but instead, i got nothing i felt nothing no joy, no happiness, no pain no sense of loss or freedom to find something new nothing and now after months and months and almost years, i remember. i love you. i wish you wanted me too.

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i keep expecting this to hurt i keep flinching and then theres nothing it doesnt hurt to read the words no longer true there was love and now theres not i am numb to you and i dont know why i cant hurt. maybe i cant feel at all maybe its meant to be. maybe you dont belong here. youve numbed me. but im not sure im okay anymore.

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Sep 13, 2010

Sep 13, 2010 at 3:59 PM UTC

Numb

i keep expecting this to hurt i keep flinching and then theres nothing it doesnt hurt to read the words no longer true there was love and now theres not i am numb to you and i dont know why i cant hurt. maybe i cant feel at all maybe its meant to be. maybe you dont belong here. youve numbed me. but im not sure im okay anymore.

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i listened to all of your lies all of the things that hurt you and there i sat empathizing. caring. i believed you i loved you i tried so hard to save you but in the end it was a lie you didnt need saved at all I hated Him for all that you "didnt" deserve for all that i had, that you did not scars on my arm will remind me of your worthless existence theres only one think i know is true i am better off without you

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Sep 13, 2010

Sep 13, 2010 at 3:57 PM UTC

Liar

i listened to all of your lies all of the things that hurt you and there i sat empathizing. caring. i believed you i loved you i tried so hard to save you but in the end it was a lie you didnt need saved at all I hated Him for all that you "didnt" deserve for all that i had, that you did not scars on my arm will remind me of your worthless existence theres only one think i know is true i am better off without you

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I know that you will never know but i cant keep back the thoughts of you and maybe he cans see it in my eyes that all i could love is you but there is nothing i can do because you will never love me back So ill stay in this place where i dont belong and make him feel what i wish i could only my heart knows the truth

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Sep 13, 2010

Sep 13, 2010 at 3:57 PM UTC

Hidden

I know that you will never know but i cant keep back the thoughts of you and maybe he cans see it in my eyes that all i could love is you but there is nothing i can do because you will never love me back So ill stay in this place where i dont belong and make him feel what i wish i could only my heart knows the truth

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And he watched as she drew her soul into the empty paper in front of her freedom came through the explosions of ink that intricately depicted the thoughts in her head you could see them silently flowing from somewhere deep inside through her hands to the page where they permanately exposed her heart to the world if only they could understand

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Sep 13, 2010

Sep 13, 2010 at 3:55 PM UTC

Blank

And he watched as she drew her soul into the empty paper in front of her freedom came through the explosions of ink that intricately depicted the thoughts in her head you could see them silently flowing from somewhere deep inside through her hands to the page where they permanately exposed her heart to the world if only they could understand

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As she slept Time passed on every moment leaving something new. and thoughts poured through her soul and grew, each moment was refreshed. a new thing to prosper then die to let something else begin. and it went on that way avoiding broken pieces on the floor each step becoming less painful than the one before guided by a light that blinds then the path was cleared broken pieces put away as useless to the world as the things that had them laying on the ground at all

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Sep 13, 2010

Sep 13, 2010 at 3:54 PM UTC

Pieces

As she slept Time passed on every moment leaving something new. and thoughts poured through her soul and grew, each moment was refreshed. a new thing to prosper then die to let something else begin. and it went on that way avoiding broken pieces on the floor each step becoming less painful than the one before guided by a light that blinds then the path was cleared broken pieces put away as useless to the world as the things that had them laying on the ground at all

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memories of you play over and over like a tacky jingle stuck in my head terrorizing my brain dont ever think that you meant something to me dont ever think you were worth another glance in the end you dont matter to anyone your worst fear come true i am through with you and id be better off with you gone But youre still here.

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Sep 13, 2010

Sep 13, 2010 at 3:51 PM UTC

Repeat

memories of you play over and over like a tacky jingle stuck in my head terrorizing my brain dont ever think that you meant something to me dont ever think you were worth another glance in the end you dont matter to anyone your worst fear come true i am through with you and id be better off with you gone But youre still here.

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