You want to disappear?
That's fine. I'll do it for you
The only difference between
you and me, though
Is that I won't come back
like you always do
If I disappear, it's for real
It's crazy, isn't it?
That the only real thing we can ever get
Is our end
May 16, 2017
May 16, 2017 at 2:19 AM UTC
Please, I beg you
I implore you
To leave me alone
If you're confused
Or had a moment of weakness
An impulse of momentary courage
that will fade quickly
Please don't
Don't do it
Don't come back
For I know you will leave again
with no explanation
other than leave me wondering again
Why
Why is it always a desire
Instead of a fact
I'd rather have you leave forever
Than come back
And be a lie I can never have
Mar 3, 2017
Mar 3, 2017 at 4:59 PM UTC
It was 10 PM but it felt like 3 AM
I didn't eat the 4th Dorito bag
And all I wanna do right now
Is to take the car,
go to the abandoned house on street 1,
and smoke a box of cigarettes
I don't even smoke
Or have a license
But I guess that's not the point
The point is
That I wish there was a pause button
So I can breathe and cry it all out if I need to
Jan 25, 2017
Jan 25, 2017 at 9:30 PM UTC
We will be strangers with a memory
A powerful memory
Just... not powerful enough
And I guess that's okay
Because life is unfair
The worst thing is, though,
That we made it that way
And that's a fault we have to live in
Jan 14, 2017
Jan 14, 2017 at 10:00 PM UTC
I don't know why I still care
Why I think about it all over again
I loved him, I know, but that's no excuse
There's no point in this, there's no use
But I guess everyone moves on at their own pace
So be patient with yourself, this is not a race
Dec 18, 2016
Dec 18, 2016 at 11:42 PM UTC
My brain says no
My heart begs no
But my soul screams your name
Dec 9, 2016
Dec 9, 2016 at 11:11 PM UTC
After what seemed a thousand centuries
Ages that never came to end
Reason beated sentiment
My will is strong again
Recovering from my damnation
After months of infinite pain
My power to let go
Finally made its effect
In my heart, I knew it all along
I did not know when, or how
But the end of it was coming
It was happening after all
Finally the day has come to say
Goodbye, silly heartbreak fool
We won't meet again
You're no longer in the spotlight
And you won't be again
I speak directly to you and this time I'm not flying
Every bit of my dignity is firmly standing
Nov 5, 2016
Nov 5, 2016 at 12:11 AM UTC
I want to talk to you so bad
So so badly
But I can't
I want you to hold me
Tell me everything is going to be okay
But you won't
How come I think of you
When times are dark and blue?
You'd surely know what to do
I would hold your hand until the storm in my head calms down
And we would smile and know that nothing can destroy us
But we won't
And we never will
Oct 22, 2016
Oct 22, 2016 at 4:25 PM UTC
It takes a song, a quote, a scent or a dream
To bring you back
No matter how long you've spent absent from my mind
Somehow, you always seem to reappear
Before, it broke my heart
Now, I hold my ground
You're never going to dissapear
But I can live with that
And I'll be just fine
Oct 19, 2016
Oct 19, 2016 at 4:37 PM UTC