my back aches
to the sound
of
footsteps
climbing up our stairs.
i,
alert,
run to hide all contraband
for fear of losing everything.
swallow loose pills
you remember you told me you hate me?
oh ****
its just my sister
Apr 5, 2021
Apr 5, 2021 at 2:29 AM UTC
i have a confession
i am sick
(SICK of shame sick of cold sick of heart ache)
my tonsils feel swollen
throat blockedddddddddddddd
anger sits on top of my chest
preventing my dIAPHRAgm from expanding
and c sing
ollap
send a doctor
my time is near
Dec 20, 2020
Dec 20, 2020 at 2:42 AM UTC
sometimes I get tired. not the sleepy kind of tired but the
i
can’t
move
out of (that really comfy space ) in my bed
and
clean my room
kinda tired.
sometimes I forget about zoom meetings
because my mind is so occupied
wondering
but
sometimes I get tired
Dec 13, 2020
Dec 13, 2020 at 1:00 AM UTC
all my joy has
been thieved from me
stolen
tooketh
i have sat and compared and
looked up and down
examining beautiful girls
im supposed to look like them
but no
my joy has been thieved from me
Dec 9, 2020
Dec 9, 2020 at 1:18 AM UTC
the moon moves the
ocean of tears from my eyes
onto my pillow.
i lay drowing
longing for the beach
where i feel safe.
Dec 2, 2020
Dec 2, 2020 at 12:51 AM UTC
i sit with pixeled strangers
wondering if this is
the peak of
my life.
where has time gone.
why am i alone.
will i see you on the
other side.
Dec 2, 2020
Dec 2, 2020 at 12:49 AM UTC
you -ou -ou
told me to
hold
you
after you had broken
my arms
Sep 25, 2020
Sep 25, 2020 at 2:32 AM UTC
you never showed me how to love
instead I taught myself.
Sep 6, 2020
Sep 6, 2020 at 10:28 AM UTC
why do i love the suffering you put me through
Sep 1, 2020
Sep 1, 2020 at 11:09 AM UTC
everytime i hit this juul
it burns the back of my throat
the same sensation i feel
when i'm talking to you
Aug 16, 2020
Aug 16, 2020 at 6:51 AM UTC