Always awake, why is it night?
Limbs shake, standing at the precipice.
And I want someone to hold me.
Face gaunt, I dreamt of it.
Limbs shake, I awoke to it.
And I want someone to hold me.
Always awake, too much to be.
May 1, 2020
May 1, 2020 at 10:58 AM UTC
It's embarrassment,
The pulsing heat in your cheeks.
Hate the vibrancy.
Feb 12, 2020
Feb 12, 2020 at 11:45 AM UTC
It's the water that
never moves. A creeping sad
underneath your breath.
Feb 12, 2020
Feb 12, 2020 at 9:12 AM UTC
evening guest
so elegant a dress
dance my mind to
dust
on the shelves
Beauty herself
leaves my mouth wide
open
ballrooms and Dazed plumes
the Threat of dance always in the room
yet still I hope you'll take my
hand
Feb 11, 2020
Feb 11, 2020 at 11:48 AM UTC
What strange pride becomes me, whips me, wears me,
Parades as me within the sheets of a bed I don't belong to.
O, tongueless lovers that feed me words you can no longer taste,
Forgive me.
Feb 6, 2020
Feb 6, 2020 at 4:26 PM UTC
It makes my blood run smooth.
My heart loses its rhyme
When your skin touches mine.
I want to bring my hand to thine,
But I am too afraid to move.
When your skin touches mine
It makes my blood run smooth.
Feb 6, 2020
Feb 6, 2020 at 4:18 PM UTC
Is it you who pulls at my nerves?
Even now, you make me tremble.
It seems the earth has come uncurved,
So I may look across oceans to see you.
Even now, you make me tremble.
Jan 30, 2020
Jan 30, 2020 at 6:12 PM UTC
No, it's not so easy.
if it were I would have
called you back already.
okay?
Nov 18, 2019
Nov 18, 2019 at 10:07 PM UTC
Spiders all around me,
Crawling everywhere.
Spiders all above me,
Hanging in the air.
Worms are in my body,
Killing me from inside.
Worms are biting at my flesh,
Eating me alive.
Nobody’s there to save me.
They can’t see a thing.
I don’t want help from Nobody.
Nobody lies within.
Trembling and scratching,
With spiders in my hair.
The worms have finished eating.
Only the bones are left here.
Now my ghost remains
Outside my hollowed husk.
But I no longer tremble.
The day has turned to dusk.
At night Nobody’s there again,
This time a welcome guest.
They come to claim what Nobody deserves.
Indeed, I’ve lost their bet.
I am calm through the night,
With Nobody there to hold me.
With dawn, my world repeats, again,
The same unrelenting story:
Spiders, Worms, Nobody, Nobody
Spiders, Worms, Nobody, Nobody
Spiders, Worms, Nobody, Nobody
Spiders, Worms, Nobody, Nobody
What if, One evening I left this world
At the same time my soul left my body?
Who would be there to say goodbye?
Spiders? Worms? Nobody? Nobody.
Nov 14, 2019
Nov 14, 2019 at 12:01 PM UTC
A witch and a ginger, destined for hell
We are bathed in flames, but all is well
For what could be better than the friendship of two?
To speak and to think with
To forget summer blues
Nov 11, 2019
Nov 11, 2019 at 8:04 PM UTC