what's it like
to jump out of your skin?
is it like
being in love
is it
more comfortable
do you become
more normal?
what's it like
to break open your soul?
is it like
being free
is it
safe
do you become
the devil?
what's it like
to be you?
is it like
being me
is it
what i've been waiting for
do you become
me instead?
what's it like
to know
who
you want to be?
who
you are
right now
in this very moment?
what's it like?
because i don't know
what's it like?
to run jump fly break swim
to know
what
do you know
that i don't
because i don't know
what's it like
to
be?
Jan 6
Jan 6, 2026 at 7:33 PM UTC
want to write
strive for life
feel unwhole
unholy can’t come close
to the things i’ve done
regret
a pain so deep
a pain that builds
bubbles
but doesn’t pop
just digs
deeper and
deeper
digs the whole
way down
digs the hole
way down
bury it
never speak of it
you’re fine
nod and smile
laugh like a normal human being
impersonate who you’re most afraid of
be that girl
the fakest of them all
and wear that mask proudly
let it shine through all your flaws
hide them
hide in shame
but don’t turn away
force it
belong
be there
but stay chained
to that boulder
the boulder you call your weakness
but you know that it’s just your pain
Dec 12, 2025
Dec 12, 2025 at 5:44 PM UTC
always chasing
freedom free, land of me, home of the brave aMErica
always chasing
a break of that kit-kat bar, smoke break, beer break, "baby we need a break"
always chasing
a chance to let go- frozen in time stuck on the slippery ice crack crack crackling beneath your feet, one wrong step and you're g o n e
always chasing
a vacation, leave it all behind. cruise, voyage, bahamas, safari, paris, oui oui. high fly let the clouds cloud your memory of the Real World, just forget about it. you're safe here.
always chasing
sleep, sleep on that big money mattress, fix your insomnia, better for your back, good for you and your partner. money don't fix your regrets honey.
always chasing
that last meal mcdonalds kfc arbys wendys taco bell burger king eat it eat it eat it, take your car to the shop, oil up!
always chasing
time tick tock tick tock tick ticking on that clock wasting, wasting, running out, gone
always chasing
that sun, waiting waiting waiting for it to set down below the ocean bubbling up to the surface on the other side of Us
always chasing
that moon to shine on bright through your window light up that luminescent face starry night always chasing the fight wait wait waiting for it be over wait waiting to be right.
on. time.
always chasing
always chasing
i'm--
all
ways
chasing
Oct 21, 2025
Oct 21, 2025 at 7:45 AM UTC
so clean
so sweet
but weak like
a candy cane getting stomped on
little girl crying
"mommy i want a new one"
little girl crying
"daddy i want a new one"
little girl
cry, cry, cry
Oct 20, 2025
Oct 20, 2025 at 1:36 PM UTC
if i was rich
i'd have all the money i could ask for
i could buy anything i want
i could sit and do nothing all day
i could sit there and flaunt
i wouldn't have to find a way
if i was rich
i'd be happy
and live in a big house
own as many properties as i'd want
vacation whenever
first class private plane
and not worry about the actual problems
if i was rich
i'd pretend to be happy
pretend to have everything i want
everything money can buy
but money can't buy you
money can't buy love
money can't buy happiness
or freedom or joy
if i was rich
i wouldn't have you
i'd rather be poor.
Oct 16, 2025
Oct 16, 2025 at 5:09 PM UTC
you
feel like a love song
written
being played
by a singular
strumming
guitar player
so sweet
the melody
the beat
coming from the hearts
feel it driving
feel it sync
together
you
feel like early morning coffee
humming an unknown tune
soft and subtle
but there
and somehow i know the tune
and hum along
with you
you
feel like
sitting around the campfire late at night
marshmallows on sticks
roasting
getting the right level
gooey goodness
laughing
shoulders touch, bump
together
you
feel like pure happiness
like the calm when you know everything is okay
like not having to worry about anything
no thoughts or doubts in my mind
like i can be safe
like i can be there
like i can do it
with you
you
make me feel like i can stay
like everything
is going to be okay
as long as we're
together
Oct 16, 2025
Oct 16, 2025 at 6:14 AM UTC
feelin' like sculptures
the way we all fit together
like we were all carved from the same stone
cut from the same cloth
sewn pieced chiseled
perfectly
put into a mold
out comes us
Oct 13, 2025
Oct 13, 2025 at 12:14 PM UTC
death's shadow
towers over my bed
every night before i sleep
makes me wake
makes me wait
wait to be at peace
peace with myself
for all my past sins
for all i regret
for all i can't fix
death's shadow
lurks in the darkness
seen in the corner of my eyes
only appears when i least expect
only comes around when i hate him most
death's shadow
fallows me around
like a black cloud
follows the sun
before a big storm
and darkens
right before it
starts
death's shadow-
death's shadow
belongs to me
Oct 12, 2025
Oct 12, 2025 at 10:33 AM UTC
space man
why don't you come down from there
take some room
stay a while
oh space man
why are you so far away
so high up
no one can touch you now
space man
you left too long ago
almost no one remembers you now
come down and do something about it
oh space man
can't anyone be like you?
can't anyone else be free
can't you take me too?
Oct 8, 2025
Oct 8, 2025 at 9:43 PM UTC
he makes music
appear out of thin air
****
and it starts
a wave of a hand
a flick of the wrist
bam
a symphony
the bass beats
the brass blasts
the horns harmonize
the winds whistle
and then
click
and it's over
Oct 3, 2025
Oct 3, 2025 at 7:27 AM UTC