im not a poet
i don't know how to make words rhyme
or make phrases sound musical
im not a poet
i don't even know how to write
or have a fancy vocabulary
im not a poet
i don't know how to create meaning
or pretend to question shallow things
im not a poet
and i wont pretend to be one
im not a poet,
and ill never be one
May 7
May 7, 2026 at 1:42 AM UTC
melancholy,
it is me
me is it
melancholy,
is what i run from
is what i run to
melancholy,
is what drowns me
is what i swim in
melancholy,
is what resides in me
is what i reside in
melancholy,
it is me
me it is
Apr 21
Apr 21, 2026 at 5:08 PM UTC
I wonder if your heart sinks
And laziness usurps your motions' pace
When my memories
Surprise your mind
I wonder if your body refuses to move
When you come across a car the same model as mine
I wonder if im still the cassette
That plays
Under your lids
When your eyes refuse to dream.
I wonder if your soul still
Yearns for the strings of mine
I wonder if you still
Miss me sometimes
Mar 26
Mar 26, 2026 at 1:48 AM UTC
What is life if not sorrow?
if not loss, if not woe
What is life if not grief, if not regret,
of what could've been.
What is life if not a void, a silent hunger
at the centre of our being.
What is life if not fear, if not resentment,
if not shame.
Though life is a sanctuary,
of all these and more,
no atom exists without a proton.
No rain falls without the sun to follow.
Stripped from the scorching star,the moon is hollow.
If no day is warm forever,
No night remains eternal.
No dark remains without stars to guide,
No cloud rests forever covering the light.
Feb 24
Feb 24, 2026 at 11:30 PM UTC
Running on the wheel
Chasing for a dream
Though i know its of no use
But to get off, i refuse
Not as easy as it seems
Vaporize all my dreams
Some grow wings and fly
Some cling to me still watching them by
Still on the wheel, oh my
Stubborn, am i?
Hopeless and tired, hungry for a break
Still I dream one last time
Still I dream one last time
Jan 22
Jan 22, 2026 at 3:20 PM UTC
I look for you in different rooms,
In different seasons,
In different blooms.
I look for you, a moonlight gleam,
In bleak darkness,
In every dream.
I look for you, the colour of your eyes,
In every face,
In every iris.
I search for you, your sweet laugh,
In every voice,
In every smile.
I search for you, oh, how I search,
in every line
of my palm.
My very soul, an essence of you
Beautiful, your favourite blue.
In great woe, in great dismay,
I wonder why you couldn't stay.
I'd spend all my life
In search for you
To be granted just a glimpse of you.
Jan 16
Jan 16, 2026 at 5:20 PM UTC
I remember how your hand felt on mine
Warmth born to my soul,
Shivers clinging to my spine.
I remember your gentle caress
Your tender touch,
Your thumb dancing with mine.
I remember my heart race,
And the time's lazy pace.
I remember my wish to be one,
With your warm embrace.
Jan 16
Jan 16, 2026 at 5:16 PM UTC
how does one follow a path
when he can not see
how does one dream
when he rivals with sleep.
how does one see the light
when his very vision is dark
how does one hope for sun
when it's the night he adores.
how does one stay alive
without hungry lungs
how does one desire life,
without a purpose.
Oct 31, 2025
Oct 31, 2025 at 8:55 AM UTC
dry wind
slaps me awake
a reminder to my consciousness
of breathing lungs
of pumping blood
i look around
its all the same
a city, a crowd, a group,
of people smiling, laughing, crying,
of faces unfamiliar
some smile at me
and some wave
some glance, some stare.
some walk up to me, ask my name
i make them laugh , laugh myself.
Another encounter -- my heart flutters
just to break
when they ask my name again
fervor connections,
ardor bonds,
once eternal, now lost
beyond the moon
behind the sun
i envy the stars, i envy them.
every night, i beg and plead
to let me be a part of them
still they refuse,
a harsh tone.
where do i belong
if not the sky or the earth?
Sep 30, 2025
Sep 30, 2025 at 2:00 PM UTC