
When I am with you I don't wanna talk about politics.
I wanna talk about the universe within me.
Something that's bigger than us, something also selfish.
With you i'm selfish, you brought out the best and worst in me.
I wanna talk about the things with immediacy
philosophy, literature and poetry.
I used to love to discuss politics, the
collision between different ideologies.
But now i just want to know everything,
Everything about you, your nerves, your cells,
Is a whole new world to me.
Read me the love song of J.Alfred Prufrock
Let us go then, you and I
To the nearest park and blend me in.
Jun 14, 2019
Jun 14, 2019 at 2:42 AM UTC
Dear, I'm writing at my desk.
Suddenly I smell the air of fragrance.
It's cherry blossom in D.C. by the Tidal Basin.
It's the lingering coldness in early March.
Remnant snow
The glimpse of sunset
on the D.C. bound train
Purple and Red
We're holding hands.
Smell of fresh grass near Farragut West
People watching and lunch with my friend
People in suits as they hustle here and there
I wish to be one of them. Now I am but I'm also away.
Orange and Yellow
Leaves Twirl
White and Blue
Frosty snow
I love you, but I gotta go.
Mar 29, 2019
Mar 29, 2019 at 3:33 AM UTC
It almost feels like summer,
breeze at the dusk, killing mosquitoes.
It feels like
Taking a stroll on National Mall,
On a summer night in front of Lincoln Memorial.
Playing Frisbee riding bike
On the meadow in front of the Capitol.
My summer in the capital
With you, him and her and them and myself alone
It feels like the humidity in the swamp, with jazz playing in the background
It smells like crab cake and french toast, out from the diners I frequent
It looks like the summer sky, cloudless, your eyes
The meadow the ducks, summer dress and birkenstock.
Brunch, breeze and bike, followed by more bike rides along the riverfront.
Sitting on the marble stairs of the Supreme Court
Dipping toes in Reflection Pool
Summer in D.C. oh how I much do I miss you and adore
Summer is a state of mind and so does love
But you never fail to give me the feelings of those above.xxoo
Feb 12, 2019
Feb 12, 2019 at 5:04 AM UTC
In front of the Union Station on a cold December day,
were us sitting.
Watching people come and go, fallen leaves turn and twirl, travelers and tourists rushing along
We were having Potbelly sandwich, meatballs and chips
and it was only 40F degree.
You and me, with a homeless man on the fountain stairs
quietly eating
Winter sun was shinning , a warm 40F degree day for me
Winter in Washington, D.C.
Oh it was never too cold for me
Because I had you
Sharing chips with me.
Jan 9, 2019
Jan 9, 2019 at 2:32 AM UTC
Fall on the east coast
Blue Honda Civic
Drives me through Annapolis
Chesapeake bay,cornmaze and crab cake
Winter on the east coast
From South Maryland ,to DC to PA
Black Ford Explorer that took me to all these wonderlands
Snow in without a fireplace
I ponder , staring at the snow on the grass
When will you be back?When will you
Let sun shine through my face again?
Nov 12, 2018
Nov 12, 2018 at 1:46 AM UTC
On that misty day we were walking through the traffic
Standing at the cross road just waiting
For the light to turn green
We walked and walked and saw a baby
I waved at him, he smiled back at me
We were talking with our Mcflurries on our knees
Sometimes I just buried my face in it pretend I was eating
I said something funny
You cracked up so much
Then you stared at me
I went back to eating
Mcflurries are melting so I gotta hurry
But I see that you're still staring at me
With a grin
I said What?You said Nothing!
We walked and walked and sat on a bench
Some old people were doing Tai-chi
We made out but don't want them to notice
I looked you in the eyes, you asked what?I said Nothing.
You asked me not to write you in my poems
But since I still have some Mcflurry left
Would you wanna share it?
Oct 11, 2018
Oct 11, 2018 at 10:39 AM UTC
Winter snow, crispy leaves in fall
It's you it's him but none are my business
Love , hate and remorse
Weeks, months and years
Irretrievable moments we own
The syllables in my throat
The words dangling by my lips
Wind of fall, twirling leaves
The thoughts dancing as we stroll down the road
Spring blossom, lingering cold and chunky coat
Remnant snow, rosy glow and kids on the Mall
You are my most ridiculous romance
Love, hate and remorse .
Oct 2, 2018
Oct 2, 2018 at 5:41 AM UTC
I already have certain years
that constitute my life
CT, MA to NY
All the tiny things I did
Shape me into this version of me
Writing on a laptop at night
Yes, I feel like
I have seen enough things
Done a lot, good at being broken- hearted
Maybe could've broken more hearts.
Truth is, probably not.
I learn to accept fate as they come
Yes, sometimes I try to veer it towards the way I want
But life is never about
Achieving what you want
Rather, use the things you got
And turn it into everlasting , mesmerizing
Splendid sparks.
Am I cheesy being only 26?
Or you're sneering at me,
Ha you're not that young?
I look up for a sign and an inspirational quote
To only see myself in the mirror smiling back
and the past ghosts at the end of the tunnel
He said he does not want a relationship
I said I don't want my future baby to have ugly teeth
He said he will marry me for a million
But I said I don't want our baby to go to Harvard
He said, ***** Harvard!What about Princeton?
Sep 26, 2018
Sep 26, 2018 at 12:14 AM UTC
Do I always have to be heart broken to write something great?
Can I ever settle down without being bland?
All these guys I date, with whom I've shared a bed
either fuel up or dry down my energy to create.
Too many guys with names that start with M.
too many uncontrollable goodbyes that I hate.
Oh Matt you're one of them, one that I tried to hold onto ,
but in vain.
Life is life and no one knows what lies ahead, so for now,
I will just put my head on your chest,
then we can drink some tea and go to a play.
Jul 12, 2018
Jul 12, 2018 at 11:47 PM UTC
He's probably the closest thing to love
I feel him in me.
I would love to be with him but now know that I don't have to.
Cause he's love and I feel him.
He's the closest thing to freedom
The view of clear blue sky from my caged life
His eyes.
He's the closest thing to sun,
Radiates and warms me up.
He's the closest thing to summer nights, liberated and fun.
He is love, he is freedom and the sun.
He's heartache, raindrops and rainbows after storms
He is the closest thing to my heart and a boyfriend.
Mar 14, 2018
Mar 14, 2018 at 12:03 AM UTC