I wish you were here to hold my hand
I’m glad you’re as crazy as I am
I feel bad about that
I wish you were here to hold my hand
I threw a glass at the refrigerator when you asked me to be your girlfriend
I’m glad I’m your girlfriend
There was glass everywhere
I laughed… a lot
My roommates did not laugh
I laughed even more
You’re a dork
Sometimes at night I hate you
But that’s because I like you
I don’t like that I like you
I’m not good at liking people
I wish you were here to hold my hand
Jan 17, 2016
Jan 17, 2016 at 11:02 PM UTC
I want to crawl into bed with you
And you're in another's bed
I want to slink past these people
Slither into your soft sheets
Curl up around your body and feel your warmth
Heat my cold blooded heart
Hold me while I'm frozen with the fear of losing you
Dec 9, 2015
Dec 9, 2015 at 2:40 PM UTC
Drugs can't fix you
Doctors can't fix you
Nothing can fix you
Because you aren't broken
You're sick
Dec 7, 2015
Dec 7, 2015 at 8:10 AM UTC
When a star reaches death it expands
When it’s core can no longer stand up against gravity
It bursts
The particles of the once bright and flaming ball of light
Drift off into space
Slowly forming a new heavenly body
Something beautiful
Something better
Let me be a fixed luminous point in the sky
A remote incandescent body like the sun
Let me float in space alone and start anew
Let me be a star
Nov 27, 2015
Nov 27, 2015 at 12:29 AM UTC
A part of me has hated you from the moment we met
Because all the other parts of me were instantly
Pathetically
In love with you
I hate how I stare at my computer screen every night
Hoping to see that green circle next to your name
But you and I both know I’ll never do a **** thing about it
I loathe those little things that remind me of you
I pour coffee
I see you brushing your teeth
I drive down highway 105
Pass the Biscuitville sign
Instantly in my mind
I see you walking around in your cowboy hat
Hear brown boots making their familiar clip clop sound
Your footsteps sound like symphonies
And I hate that hat
You may be the cowboy of Roanoke
But to me you’ll always be that ******** from Alamance
Who I could never get over
May never get over
Usually nothing sticks with me
I’ve only been addicted to two things in my life
Self-destruction and you
And I’ve spent my entire life trying to find a replacement
Cigarettes are expensive
Coke has a bad comedown
Other people
They’re just not the same
I detest you
You’re pompous
Selfish
And the best human being I’ve ever met
I hate how I can’t forget you
I hate!
I hate…
Because it’s easier for me to hate than to love
I choose loathe over like
Obsession over rejection
Loneliness over loss
To love you would be to lose you
Hate it's my armor
The weight
It’s pulled me underwater
And even there you’re still swimming circles ‘round my head
You can’t help the way the current flows
But baby
No.
Not baby
Not darling
Not mine
I caught you once and threw you back
Cause I didn't know how to love
I still don't
But I know very well how to hate
And my God do I hate you
Sep 20, 2015
Sep 20, 2015 at 10:01 PM UTC
There are words racing
Through all of us we must learn
to let them run free
Sep 3, 2015
Sep 3, 2015 at 2:28 PM UTC
There's no copyright
On ****** situations
Write your poetry
Sep 1, 2015
Sep 1, 2015 at 5:07 PM UTC
Hell will be a waiting room
You’re sitting in an uncomfortable chair
With dingy magazines five months old
The couples on the covers have split
Someone has already torn out the coupons, filled in the quizzes and crosswords
Twelve letters across another word for your damnation?
The answer scrawled out in red ink
Anticipation
Waiting for the news that is never going to come
Waiting
That anticipation is worse than the diagnoses
You could have five months to live this afterlife
Five weeks
Five hours
You could drop undead in the middle of that waiting room
Where no one would do a ******* thing
Because God doesn’t dwell down here
Here the devil is king
And then it begins again
A different waiting room
The same dingy magazines
Except this one smells like a dentist’s office
You’ll just sit
Wait
The walls read
If you have been waiting more than fifteen minutes please notify the receptionist
Alert staff if you are experiencing flu-like symptoms
HAIL SATAN
Thank you for not smoking
No smoking
No talking
No texting tweeting or reading
Waiting
Just Waiting
In this ***** dusty hell of a room
Please take a seat
A nurse will call you to the back shortly
Sep 1, 2015
Sep 1, 2015 at 2:50 PM UTC
Meteors falling
And I'm wasting my wishes
On your sorry ***
Aug 18, 2015
Aug 18, 2015 at 10:39 AM UTC
